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ENDYEAR REFLECTION (taken from huimin, my baobei-r. )

1) Was 2007 a good year for you?
a mugging year, but no complains (:

2) What was your favourite moment of the year?
i guess mainly was simply being with my class, and finding solace within myself.

3) What was your least favourite moment of the year?
i cant remember! haha. that's good. (:

4) Where were you when 2007 began?
haha. COUNTDOWN! at marina bay.

5) Who were you with?
soonkiang, mason, huishan, sousata, shiling

6) Where will you be when 2007 ends?
COUNTDOWN! With 402 (:

7) Who will you be with when 2007 ends?
402 402 402!

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2007?
erms. I don’t really have resolutions. But if there was any, I guess it was to stay happy and to put the past behind. And I think I’ve done that (:

9) Do you have a new year's resolution for 2008?
okay I shall get one. Hmmmms. To stay happy and keep those close to heart forever close to heart!

10) Did you fall in love in 2007?
heees (:

11) If yes, do they know?

Hmmms. Do you?

13) Are you still in love with them?

There’s a reason why I did.

14) Do you regret it?

Nahs. Thank goodness for your existence.

15) Did you break-up with anyone in 2007?

]haha. Nahs. Perhaps a clean break, but I think it’s the best decision I’ve made in all my life and I’m proud of myself! (:

16) Did you make any new friends in 2007?

Yeah!

17) Who are your favourite new friends?

No one. Takes awhile to be favourites!

18) What was your favorite month of 2007?

AUGUST! SEPTEMBER! Maybe January.

19) Did you travel outside of your country in 2007?

Yeah. Haha. To hongkong during mid year then yunnan at year end.

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2007?

Too many to count? Yeah (:

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2007?

Nahs. People close to you are to be kept close to heart.

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?

Yeap. I still do!!

23) What was your favourite movie that you saw in 2007?

ENCHANTED! (: haha. Erms. Transformers was good, and I want to end it with “I Am Legend”.

24) What was your favourite song from 2007?

I like oldies. Haha. Bet this question doesn’t apply to me. But I like tanya’s new cd (:

26) How many concerts did you see in 2007?

PLENTY! (:

27) Did you have a favourite concert in 2007?

I don’t think you count phantom of the opera a concert. But oh well, PHANTOM!

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2007?

A little, very very little.

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2007?

One, my sister! Everyday also like that. Haha.

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?

I choose not to remember (:

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2007?

That someone quit smoking when he didn’t. hmmm, wonder who.

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2007?

If I did, that would to have high expectations on people. It’s a tendency I have, so I’m sorry if u feel pressurized by me.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2007?

Haha. Badly, probably but in a fun way. Haha. Like the typical teasing sort. So not really badly I guess (:

36) How much money did you spend in 2007?

I choose not to remember X:

37) What was your proudest moment of 2007?

When my brownies tried to meet our demands during brownie camp. As much as they were still far from the standard, we are proud of them trying. (: and when vidya got the prom king title, I couldn’t help it but smile. Haha. Also when 402’s pictures were screened during prom night. So proud of us growing up together!

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2007?

Erms. Haha. Too many to note! Haha. Cant help it if u act like a retard for most times.

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2007 and change something, what would it be?

Pointless question. Yeah. Cux it will never happen. I never want it to happen anyway.

40) What are your plans for 2008?

To make people around me and myself proud of me (:

Overall:

Fruitful year! Yeah, probably the muggiest year ever yet, but I know I grow up a super lot. And I learnt a lot from all those around me. I think I made my wisest choice I’ve made in my life this year and matured a lot. I’m probably childish in my own little ways, but it’s a little part of me I would like to keep. Yeah. I’m glad that I’ve turned out like that. I really am.

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okay. the vjc ogl (orientation group leader) rang me up today to tell me alot of stuff. haha. i'm in occiturn in osiris. yeah. heard yingying is in the same group as me, yeap yeap. oh well.

i talked to my tuition teacher today and she was damn funny. even my mum laughed at what she told me. but oh well, i know she has her reasons for saying what she did, even if it sounded a little ridiculous. yeah.

school is starting and i'm full of emotions. anticipation, anxiety, excitement and a little bit of uncertainty. but its mainly full of positive emotions. yeah. i dont really know what to say. oh well.

VJC HERE I COME. (ps: i'm praying hard that i can say the same thing after i get back my Os results)

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hello. i watched national treasure 2 yesterday. the movie was nice, but you could see repeats from the first movie. (eg: the way the place was light up). perhaps the replication was so strong to me because i just watched national treasure 1 a week or so ago. but oh well, it was nice. in fact, i thought it was better than the 1st movie, effects-wise.

anyway, was out ytd (again!). haha. and i had fun. and i ate super lot. haha.

oh oh. yap's coming back today (if i rmb correctly). haha. that means that WE CAN WATCH I AM LEGEND TOGETHER SOON(: YAY!

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its disappointing to hear all those lies coming from you. its tiring, you know, to just hear you throw me all those lies, half truths and whatnots, and having to figure out which is which. its sad to realize that after all these times, you still lie to me.

i heard so many stories about you and all your stupid acts. yet, i stupidly believed in you because u said tt i could trust u, after all these while.fine, trust misplaced. u have no idea how terrible it feels to hear you lie again and again about things i'm most concerned about. what am i to you? nothing. its terrible to see you destroy yourself like that, you know. no you dont, because u dont read this blog anymore.

now i know why u lost yourself, and why i lost you.

disappointing.

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STEAMBOAT TODAY (: with some of the 2lackEr5 and it was damn fun. haha. it was a pity that some ppl cldnt make it. but oh well. the guys were full of rubbish, making the whole dinner enjoyable. haha. we talked so much, we dinnered for like some two and a half hours. haha. i guess 2lackEr5 are just 2lackEr5, full of crap. haha. esp chuangguang, qinghao, jinkang and mason. they were talking so much rubbish, i laughed till my stomach ache. shangwei was still as gay as ever. haha.

fun fun day today. and i finally finally finally bought my shoe from schu! YAY! after so long, its lucky that i finally found it in the orchard branch (: YAY!

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okay. my xmas party just ended and it was kinda boring. cux my darling cousin was not feeling well. ooh poor thing! so we just spent the time lying on the bed and talking abt jokes in our schools. haha.

and the kids are all hogging onto the computer. it took close to a miracle to use the computer. haha. oh well. kids nowadays... their toys and ours are like.. so different. i remember playing w barbie and dolls, while now they are playing with gameboys and computers. times have change. suddenly i feel like i have a generation gap with them, even if its only a few years.

oh ya.i'm supposed to ask mh if he wants to steamboat w us at marina south on 25th dec. with all the 2lackEr5 (: PLEASE TELL ME MINGHAO! we are meeting there at 5:30pm.

just so you know,when the going gets tough, you can lean on me. i'm here (:

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okay. i went to old folks home ytd to perform for them. and oh man. u just feel so lucky after seeing them. i'm serious. from the way they welcome you, you can sense their loneliness. and they are so easy to satisfy, just a little biscuit would make them smile from ear to ear. you dont see that anymore, other than on little kids' faces (refering to those of ages five and below). people nowadays are just so difficult to satisfy.

as much as it was tiring, i felt very happy actually. to bring happiness to them, you are actually bringing happiness to yourself. a smile on their faces would bring a smile to yours.

i found out that jmi bluff me. BAD JMI! haha.

and i realised, that i'm still in love with 2lackEr5 (:

its a pity i didnt see minghao there yesterday. probably he was hiding in the room crying. HAHA! okay kidding. old man, forgive a young girl. (:

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hello! was out w gee today and she was late! haha. it doesnt matter lah. we gossiped and gossiped and gossiped and gossiped. man, we are damned. haha. but it was fun. haven't talked to her like that for a long long time. so yeah. we ate and ate and ate and walked past shops without getting into them. LAME! most importantly, we B&J-ed TODAY! (: haha. i remembered why i fell in love with B&J once again!

anyway, me and gee tried jay walking big roads today. it was bloody scary i tell u. haha. we ran and screamed and ran and screamed. haha. FUN! and we went into marina mandrain looking like 2 idiots, just to find starbucks inside. haha. kinda dumb. tts when we realised that marina mandrain has 2 stories of stones! OMG! haha.

had fun with gee today. YAY YAY YAY! hope we can go out like that more often.

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i'm going to do a good deed now.

to those who are interested in buying cabletv or maxonline, please call NELSON QUEK. if not, refer to me and i'll refer you to him. he's working for starhub now, you see (:

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hello. i learnt a few lessons yesterday.

1. cooking is not difficult, just tedious.
2. the microwave oven burns your pastries more often than not.
3. some guys can cook better than i can. (wth!)

okay. a fun filled yesterday. YAY! haha. oh ya. i'm finally B&J-ing with gee. FINALLY! B&J, HERE I COME! (:

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NEW SKIN! its black and its so not me. but who cares. I LOVE THIS PICTURE. the original picture is from shankpony at deviantart. so HURRAY to SHANKPONY for this super nice picture.

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hello!! its been a LONG TIME (i think) since i last blogged. so i shall help revive this blog a little.

havent been doing much, other than going to town and erms. becoming a maid at home cux my maid has gone home for a holiday. OH MAN! housework is tiring i tell u. today, i'm stuck at home and i have to clean up my wardrobe. mum's complaining tt its like a rubbish dump. HAHAHA! oh well.

oh oh. andrew said sth really dumb ytd. thought i shld share it here. he said he wanted to go borrow $100 bucks from loan sharks. HAHAHA! tt idiot. he's kidding of course, but ah.. damn funny.

okay. nth much to talk abt. feel like such a bum nowadays. YAWNNNNN. okay okay. off to clearing the rubbish dump. haha. (:

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如果把你的生命看做是一座桥，那我一定是你桥上的一块木板---一个快要被跨过的木板。

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WELCOME ME HOME PEOPLE! (:

i'm finally back yesterday night! yeah. miss singapore so much, the foooooood. OH MAN! haha. anyway. the trip was fun but tiring. i think i told almost everyone that. haha. i intend to write in detail abt my trip LATER. HAHA. when i'm more free bah. i have to go give away strawberries! or they'll rot ): haha.

ok ok. i go 1st. feel a little too retarded to continue blogging. BYE!(:

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hello. i'm blogging from china now. and its so cold here, u'll feel like an ice popsicle. haha. i'm just testing out my blogger from here. a rather retarded thing to do (:

i think i lost my brain after my Os. haha. kidding

okay. it feels funny to type with ice cold fingers so i'm ending my post here. MISS ME PEOPLE(:

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i feel like an idiot.

i wanted to log into my friendster but i forgot my password. so i decided to log into my previous email to get my password. but i forgot the password for my previous email add too. bleahs. so i've decided to give up on friendster and put my hopes in facebook.

haha. okay whatever. i'm flying off tmr morning! oh man. for 3 days in a row i'm going to the airport to send ppl off (+ go overseas). haha. oh well. dont miss me~ (: i know you wont, but at least say u will! haha. okay, tt was so uncalled for.

anyway,i have nth much to say now other than i really feel like an idiot. haha.

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hello people. its been awhile since i blogged isnt it?

okay. i watched enchanted like for 2 days in a row cux i think it was really nice. hees. sorry but i just realized that i'm still a child at heart. haha. sometimes i really laugh at myself for being so childish. haha. but it doesnt matter i guess. its nice (: so yeah.

hmms. my "little bro" is off to malaysia! YAWN! kinda boring without him around. haha. oh well. i'm going to spend everyday rotting if i dont spend everyday going out or sth. oh man. so i'm desperately trying to fit someone into my every day. haha. its really a holiday i guess.

was thinking of signing up for a speaking course at the british council but GOSH. its about $100/lesson. how expensive! arghs. even the course at the radio academy is priced about the same. but its more about being a DJ and not so much focus on public speaking.

oh well. shant bore u w all my speaking stuff. better get stuff to do. was thinking of getting a job. but i dont think anyone will want to hire me cux i can only work for 3weeks the most (after i'm back from my holiday). oh well.

ahhh. okay. less crap. the end.

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was looking through my photos today when i realized that i forgot to post some of the funny pictures in class (: i think you've seen some before but its okay!

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今天，我终于考完了。在我刚考完的那一刻，心里非常矛盾。心中有一丝丝的快乐，也存在着一千一万个不舍得。考完了物理代表了O 水准会考结束了，但也代表了我这四年在新民中学的学习生涯也就结束了。四年的喜悦，四年的眼泪，四年的血汗，都在考完无理的那一刻结束了。真是依依不舍。

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the Os are ending. and i'm not really happy with myself. not that i feel that i'll do badly whatsoever. its more like i dont like the way i'm acting towards all the papers. i think i need to grow up a little and stop having heart seizures whenever i found out i've lost 1 mark. as much as i know i'm acting like this because of all the pressures from 360 degrees all around, i dont like it. so i've decided. i shall learn to let things go from the next exam onwards. jiayou sheryl!

thanks for understanding. if not, it'd have been so difficult. and thanks for making everything a whole lot easier.

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明天就要去打仗了！这场仗我一定会打赢的，也一定会打到漂漂亮亮的！

加油！10A1 我来了！

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its 10 more days to our big Os. and i'm getting worried. because i'm not worried at all. wth.

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okay. i believe this is one of my most fruitful years in xinmin. i have a message for my darling 402.

dear 402,

thanks for your present on the last day of school. your messages are damn sweet and i almost cried. but i didnt. thank goodness! okay. to more serious business.

thank you for growing up with me all these time. i remember the 1st time when i was voted for chairman, i was really happy. so thanks for placing ur trust in me and voted for me to be chairman. so yes, i rmb when i 1st held onto power, i really didnt know what to do with it. so here, i want to thank yy for teaching me on the rules of being a leader. i will never forget what u told me that day in the corridor when i was crying. thanks yy! so yes, throughout the year i think i grew up with you all. through the laughter, the tears, we've all grown up. (other than sengkeat, still so childish ah. UNCLE LEE!)

i want to thank you all for the times we worked hard together to top the level in chem, and this time during the prelims for topping at least 4 subjects. we all know being in 402 itself is no fun. full of pressure from teachers and whoever else. but thanks for making my days in class so enjoyable. all the random crap and the bullying, i'll never forget those moments. (eg: throwing the spider at mr ang!)

i hope u will never forget ur time at 402 too, because this class is special to me. its one of the only classes i consider mine! BUAHAHA. now, as your mummy, i shall start nagging. work hard and dont slack anymore okay! hear that!

WE SHALL WORK HARD TOGETHER AND FILL UP THE WHOLE STAGE NEXT YEAR! i believe in you all, WE CAN DO IT(:

lastly, i love you 402, because u've given me the time of my life.

below are some pictures (in the form of slideshows) taken on the last week of school. remember these times okay?


4 DAYS TILL SCHOOL ENDS!

2 AND 3 DAYS TILL SCHOOL ENDS!

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

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today is tuesday. another 3 days till friday, the last day of school. oh man. i'm so going to miss my class. whenever i stop laughing with my people nowadays, i'd start thinking about the life without those crappers who can make me laugh till i cry. and i'll emo.

i asked vidya today if he will miss sitting beside soonkiang and he said i made him want to cry. i'm sorry vidya. but i think i'll miss all of you behind me. after all these while...

chan asked lia if she had 1 wish, what wld it be. and all she replied was, "i want to go back to the start of this year and go through it all over again." i wanted to cry after i heard that. i still do. lia and i were talking about what we've been through together this year and how lucky we were sitting beside each other, and it made me really want to resit the year beside her again. oh man. i'll miss you so much aurelia.

okay. my class's crappers made a video after prelims. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nYiAt3S9D4
go watch it. though pixellated, but i think its good.

i shall stop emo-ing. because i know i will emo even worse on friday. so going to miss my children, 402. i'm so going to miss all of you.

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MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL CELEBRATIONS TODAY(:

and we went PHOTO WHORING! (: yay! its been a long time since i last started to snap pictures of children and stuff, and i realized how much i actually missed photo-taking. oh well. shall do it more often next time. but anyway, i took a few satisfactory pictures today and it made my day! no no, the kids in the pictures make my day. okay. put up some of the better pics.


TERESA! (so sorry ur pic is here!) i love the colour in this photo. strong contrast between red, white and dark green which looked like black. nothing fantastic about this pic other than the strong colour contrast that gives this picture a little more depth. (:


OH! haha. a picture of me and linxi (i think its spelt like that), who is mrs lim's daughter. she is SO CUTE LAH! and i had the honour of taking a pic with her(: she was on my lap when we took this. haha. i still think she's cute(:


my personal favourite of the day. i like the the way the lantern and her hand frame her eyes and the perfect look of innocence in her eyes that gives the tint of pink in the picture an air of feminism. yeah.


the joker. YAO YI! mrs lim's son. he is so funny. he didnt allow us to take his picture and kept talking crap! haha. so we took pictures of him when he talks crap. (:


i think he was saying sth like "you cant take a pic of me!" when i shot this. so right after i took this picture, i kept laughing non-stop and mrs lim stared at me! haha (:


2 cuties! mdm liew's son and daughter! they were like allowing us to do a photo shoot. haha. mr chia came and commented that they had a fan club!


a close up on mdm liew's little girl who is sooooo cute. i like the look in her eyes. this is the only slightly clearer picture i have on her. i have no idea why my hands were so shaky when i took pics of her!


oh. this picture is rather cool. click on it to enlarge and u'll see a picture of what jmi took in the camera's screen. its like a picture in a picture. haha.

okay. so yes. had fun tonight. but its tiring too. so i'm off to snooze (:
I HAD FUN!!

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hormones are such... irritating things i swear. bleahs. ok ok. today wasnt such a good day. but oh well. it got over all right i guess.

nothing much to talk about really. but before i go, i want to wish one of my my best girls..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (to gee (: )

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OH NO!!! i just realized that people are mugging and i'm still... slacking. CRAP! now i'm soaked in guilt. oh well. i can only study tmr cant i? sigh.

MUG SHERYL MUG!

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my pracs are like craps. you see. even the spellings are similar. BLEAHS. ah. cant be bothered anymore. shall just enjoy these 2 days before i start kicking buckets and burying myself in toilet bowls or sth. haha. okay. kidding. but man, i really will be disappointed if i dont do well this time round. i really tried, esp for amath which i've flunked, and other than phy which i cant be bothered to study. (oops! sorry mr chan!)

anyway. oh yes. i've finally finished watching my chinese drama serial. YAY!!! i can finally escape the clutches of the drama serial and study. haha. sorry lah, but its nice X: even my parents are addicted okay! haha.

think i'm kinda kuku recently. yes yes. was reading "Tuesdays With Morrie" and i thought that it kinda tuned my heart back to love, as in the love for the world that kinda love. okay i admit. ever since a year plus ago, when i was hurt, i was afraid to love. because it seems like to give it to accept hurt in return. but this has changed (thank goodness).

okay. shall cut short the crap. toodles(:

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okay. i'm starting to study again! so proud of myself(:

study hard sheryl. and u can have all the fun in the world at the end of everything!

你说九九，真的会久久吗？只愿吧！

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yes yes people. NEW SKIN. changed skin cux the previous one was kinda small and it was getting BORING. haha. plus, inspiration came when i saw this kid day dreaming, which was so adorable! so yes, NEW SKIN(:

okay. nothing much to say other than i havent been studying. but oh well. haha. study when school reopens. and prays hard that i've done okay for my prelims.

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okay okay. so i'm back again!

was out to watch 2 movies yesterday. thought i may like doze off halfway through the 2nd movie, but no, i didnt! yay. it just shows that i've got good stamina. haha. okay. watched hair spray and secret yesterday. was rather funny when i watched hair spray. shan and luong kept freaking over zac effron, who i admit is cute, but they were like.. "so cute!!! AHHH!!" haha. i spent a lot of time trying to get them to chill, which was rather fun. haha.

yes, then shan went around telling ppl that she's mrs. effron. haha. then she told jaryl.
shan: i'm mrs effron.
jar: huh? f what?
haha. okay. that was so funny. he took awhile to digest everything. yes. haha.

then online yesterday, we all had new names, cux shan says that andrew likes ppl whose names end with RA, or A. so we all "changed name". haha. jaryl becames JARA, i became SHERA, shan became SHANA (i think), andrew became ANDRA, soonkiang became SOOK CHANG. i dont know why sook chang too. i was thinking, sooka is easier. haha.

HOLIDAYS and i think i'm just rotting away. feels weird to not be studying. X: khee says he's mugging. wth. haha. oh well. i'll start studying after wednesday. till then, i shall just ROT (:

and yes, it was good to have that settled. till then (:

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okay. came back from 天冷就回来, the chinese musical made of songs written by 梁文福. goodness, it was TERRIBLY WONDERFUL! (: its touching and funny, and, it was just.... WOW. 梁文福 was there too. i saw him there! haha.

anyway.i'm so in love with 新摇 now.

也许我是你的也许。 (a line from one of the songs of the musical. hope i remembered it correctly!)

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okay. HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!

haha. it was so funny. when we gave all our teacher's their present, they all asked the same question. "when did you find time to do this? dont you have to study for your prelims?" HAHAHA. ah teachers, no worries. we did them AFTER we studied for our prelims!

yes yes. anyway, i thought that ms annie tan and mr rodrigues were the most touched. they looked like they were going to cry! haha. ms tan, must do our SBQ okay(: refer to the LORMS! we gave mr ang a math set, with a compass and protractor labelled so he'll nv forget which is which anymore! gave mdm tian a hanger with all our pictures so she can hang our faces in the cabinet, we are the future cabinet ministers after all, arent we? HAHAHA. gave mr wong a miniature landscape or urban and rural areas. gave mr rod a BIG CARD that says mighty mike! haha. and the photo frame. yes, then we gave mr lim KEY CONCEPT WORKSHEET!!!! mr chan received an air ticket to chernobyl and 3 radioactive stones and 1 radioactive doll. haha.

yes yes. so it was fun doing their presents. those mad people were over at my place yesterday to do the stuff.so yes, to all the darlings who came over, THANKS!

yes yes. pictures!


shan and i in hall (:

yilu and shan in hall

lia and mydzung in hall!

soonkiang, chan andrew acting like fools!

huishan, me, ziyun, lia in hall! YAY!

PRESENT PRESENTATION to mr rodrigues! haha. sounds funny.

the guys under the hot sun!

the girls under the umbrella! haha.

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okay. the week 1 madness is OVER.and sad to say, i think i've flunked 2 papers. BAH.

okay. this just means that i will have to work harder on my language papers and my emath and probably my ss. okay. today shall be the non-study day. i think i'm too tired to study anyway.

yes, and i'm so much in love with corrinne may. pulled me through the times when i wanted to just crumble under stress. (: SUPPORT LOCAL SINGERS! though she is based in LA, she's still a singaporean.

oh well. okay. i think i miss class. suddenly receive full blast of crap by vidya and chan. felt nostalgic. okay, maybe nostalgia wasnt the feeling, but something similar.was talking to huishan abt leaving school. we have like 50days before the bio prac of Os, after the prelims. meaning, only abt 1 month left with my darling 402... NO!! ): i'll miss all the rubbish they give me everyday. sure, being in my class is a hell load of stress, but they are a hell load of fun and love too. oh man.

okok. stop being emo. i'm going to do well next week.

JIAYOU SHERYL(:

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hey,you know what. i think i'm beginning to lose you again. what's more. i think, i dont know you anymore. it scares me, really. is our friendship really that weak? my little brother.

okay. i heard that about 10ppl from my class didnt go to school today. and i'm one of them X: oh well. i ended up ill with some stupid cramps and gastric which took up 7 hours of my day. AH CRAPPY.

anyway, wouldnt have been online of not for the collage again. so yes. i'm off to do collage. and prays hard that my stomach would behave itself from now on.

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HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!! (:

okay people. so before i start squealing about what happened yesterday. i'd like to wish a number of people happy birthday. really a lot of people!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE!
1st aug- ME! and SYKEATH.
2nd aug- DANIEL (twin!) and HUIMIN(baobei-r)
5th aug- VIDYA(crapper!)
7th aug- NANANANANANA (regina)
8th aug- YIYONG!
9th aug- SINGAPORE (if u can consider it a person)

okay. done with the wishing. apparently soonkiang commented that there are so many babies in august because 9 months back it was november. hmmm. get it? more time for... *ahems*

now the celebrations. haha. it was so high during the hall performance! the foreign visitors put up performances for us and it was damn cool! ahhh. then we had songs (as usual) and me, huishan and mydung got so high, we totally went ku-ku. i bet zien and mingting and gang were laughing at us lah. haha.

and oh my goodness, i love 402! THANK YOU CHILDREN for high-ing together. oh oh oh. very funny stuff happened in class.

1st
me: CHILDREN! please listen up.
402: yes mummy! (they are crazy lah! so yes, now i'm the mummy of the class)
2nd
me: are you ready?
402: AYE AYE CAPTAIN!
shiling: SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! (:
3rd
me: u know that place where they have the umbrellas (oh man, sensitive word)
402: A..A..A. ELLA. ELLA. ELLA (goodness, they've gone kuku)
me: ok, no no. wrong word to use. the place with the tents
402: T..T.. T.. (okay they were just being lame. too much crap from them)

but then again, they've made me very happy. yes, so i love you all 402(:

yes, and thanks chan for trying to treat us to bubble tea. haha. we were just kidding lah. and i hope my darlings scholars enjoyed their asean dance! (: ok ok. off to study bio again. AHHH. prelims are coming.

shall end off with a class photo. courtesy of pretty huishan.

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if ever you're in my arms again, this time i'll love you much better.
if ever you're in my arms again, this time i'll love you forever, this time will never end.

emo song for an emo person. ah.

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A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
yes, happy birthday sheryl. you've finally joined the 16 club! yay!

first, a super big THANK YOU to all those who made this day very special. okay, shall begin to name names.

1. BANANA+ CAVEWOMAN+ GOLDFISH. (aka yapning, phoebe, jamie, teresa, denise, angie)
thanks my darlings! okay. you werent that good at hiding the surprise but guess what. you people still made me want to cry!! thanks for the handmade paper holder and the lovely choc cake. and thanks for spending the day with me by studying -.- haha. who cares lah. you all have made my day super special and unforgettable. love you all like crazy. (: big hugs and kisses to all of you.

2. NANA (aka regina)
AHHHH. thanks for the present. haha. now we have the same necklace!!! YAY!! stay pretty darling, cux your birthday is coming! (:

3. SHAN (aka huishan)
PREEETY! haha. thanks for the folded plastic straw roses, so pretty. just like us! haha. okay bhb already. anyway shan, thanks for all the zi-pai moments. you are one of the only ones who are ever ready to zi-pai with me. haha. (: love you a lot pretty. and guess what, i've finally joined the 16th club!!! YAY!!!

4. LUONG
AHHHH. i've never dreamt that you'd make me a present. and its SOOO nice!!! thank you so much, its really appreciated. maybe you'll think that it didnt come out as it shld. but you know what, i really love it alot. thanks luong. (: you made me happy today!

5. BAOBEI-R! (aka huimin)
BAOBEI-R!!!! today is MY DAY! tml is MINE TOOO!!! haha. happy birthday in advance babe (: thanks for the card! love you loads (hope that yx wont kill me (: )

6. BIG DAN (aka danny)
oh man. okay my angel that lives 4 floors up, thanks for insisting that my birthday is going to be special. i mean, seriously this week was awful and emo, but i think you've made it easier to get by. anyway, thanks for part (i), (ii) and (iii) of my birthday. thought part (iii) was the failed attempt, still i appreciated it. yups, i may not get to eat the 2 hours worth of hard work but i can feel the effort (: THANKS! and for the audio card too. haha. its just too bad i dont have a cassette player, but thanks. my 1st! (: you've really been an angel.

7. TUDI
okay, you may not have given me anything but ya. thanks, for staying by me this awful week. i'm sorry i cant cheer u up today, i really didnt know how. but i hope u are feeling better now. thanks. and thanks for assuring me that my bday will turn out all okay. (: maybe u think that u have not done anything, but u've actually done everything. and for all that, thanks a million my little tudi. (:

8. EVERYONE WHO WISHED AND SANG
yes, to all of you out there who wished me happy birthday. THANKS!

okay. after this long list of thank-yous, most most importantly i'd love to thank 2 people who gave me the most special gift in my life.

TO MUMMY AND DADDY:
i'm sorry that i've been in an awfully bad mood since sunday. i wish i was less moody but i cldnt be. i'm sorry i made u all stress up because of me, esp mummy. now i want to tell u all that i love you all a lot a lot. i may not say this enough, but i want u all to know that i do. thanks for putting up with my mood since sunday and not probbing me to tell you all what's going on within me. its just stress i think. thanks for loving me, because i think you are the best parents in the world. i love you two.

okay. lastly. happy birthday sheryl (:

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okay. its just getting so weird. i'm no longer excited abt my birthday ): guess it must be the stress. oh man, i kinda wish i was excited abt my bday. its fun just being excited, but all these excitement is going.esp after i realized tt some ppl who mean the world to me also forgot abt the day. but oh well. its okay. i intend to spend the day doing stuff i love, and stuff i hate (because they are a must). then i dont know, sleep i guess. sth i owe myself quite abit. AIYA. who cares. shld just think abt it when it comes. till then, lalala. life goes on doesnt it?

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okay. its been a loooong time! yes, i'm FINALLY BACK BABY! haha.

hey, thanks for coming back. i dont know if u'll read this cux i dont see you online much (cux i dont go online much), but ya, if u are, just so you know, i've missed having you around. so yes, thanks for coming back.

anyway, have so much to think abt recently. how i wish i cld just stick myself to mugging, but my stupid mind would have to wonder around like some stranger in my head. AHHHHH. study girl study.

okay. shant type so much. i know you all miss me (:

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okay. one of the rare-er occasions when i come online. haha. been days since i last touched my comp.

yes, studying again. crap. i find my life so dull. i want to break out of this cycle. but guess what, I CANT. oh wth. oh well. just another 4 months and i'm free.. right?

NO WRONG! its another 4 months before you are free for 2 months plus and busy for the REST OF YOUR LIFE! OH MAN!!!!

okay ignore me. stress is working its way around my nervous system.

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hello people. i think i'm going to go crazy one day, some day soon. haha. especially in class, just kept laughing and shouting at lia. BECAUSE SHE DID IT FIRST! hng! haha. okay that's childish. you see, i told you i'm abit crazy.

it was good talking to lia today again. something off my chest, at least i know that she'll be able to understand me better than anyone else i'd have told. yes, so thanks lia! haha. i cant stand it, we are always going through the same thing at the same time. that's a lot of comfort actually!

yes yes, so erms. oh ya. JARYL's birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIX-PACKED GIRL! haha. oops, now the whole world knows that you claim to be a six-pack girl. and yes, be honoured jar, we sang you your birthday song TWICE. twice okay.

and oh yes, i miss my darling cecilia. its been months since i talked to her, my bestest best friend. haha. she's about the only one who can make me listen to stuff i hate hearing, so far. poor girl has 8 tests this week, so JIAYOU! (:

anyway, we've been a ball of madness today. with all the power ranger crap and transformers, we are like... bonkas. who cares! lalala. okay, off to do my 7 graphs and REALLY turn crazy.

toodles people (:

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i wish things didnt turn out this way. wish i was less attentive to little things that were left unsaid. wish i was able to remain as naiive as i once was. but you know what, i cant. its not that i ever hated you for all the things you've done. its not as if i was never able to forgive you, at any one time of our friendship. its just that, i just feel like this whole friendship thing is a one way affair. true enough, you've assured me that it isn't. but even if i try to convince myself again and again that its a two way friendship, i just find it more and more difficult to.

things really came to a realization when i found out why we talked so much less nowadays. its just seems like.. everything is pointing towards that direction that this friendship is a one-way affair. i thought i was able to forget it, thought i was able to live with it, thought i was okay with it. but it turns out that, i'm not.

no matter how much i try to close one eye, there's just this feeling bugging me again and again. i'm sorry. i wish i didnt even expect a single thing from you. but, its just that, you are one of the closest person to me. you still are one of the most treasured friends in my circle. but, it just hurts that it feels as if we're moving on this one way street.

i know u still care, i know you still watch over me like you promised. but.. i dont know. maybe its because i'm a front stage crew and you are a back stage crew, that's why we are not able to clear this hurdle. not just yet i guess.

or perhaps, its simply because we just fail to read each other's intentions all the times.

if u are reading this, just so you know, you still mean a lot to me. i'm sorry for not speaking to you for i need time to think things through. this friendship means a hell lot to me, and i'm not ready to let it go to waste.

and yes, by the way, its nice to see you smile that spastic smile again.

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HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!! (:

guess what i did today, about the same thing maybe half the people of my age are doing. STUDY! yes, the Os are coming. oh man. the tension is on. oh well.

i'm just praying hard that i dont burn myself out this week again.

yes, i was studying at the National Library Study Lounge on the 5th floor and boy, it was SO COMFY! condusive too. haha. they have vending machines there, which i thought was rather cool. but the funny thing was, the people who were there were mostly adults, young or old. oh well. anyway, it was nice there. (:

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are you coming back?

okay. i was at Xinthesis- A Celebration of Arts and Culture yesterday. and oh my goodness, the performances were good!

the guzheng emsemble was up 1st.the following words came up to mind when i heard their music. strength. tension. tickles. grace. bass. support. power. figure out how the music was like yourself. haha.

next was chinese dance. i SWEAR they were worthy of their gold with honours. their dance was so.. emotional and beautiful. i almost cried while watching it. seriously. it was more like a reflection of life than dance. but then again, the dance was about life. so yes, they've done a wonderful job.

last was chinese opera. they were seriously entertaining. however, there were too many back stage pick up sounds that spoilt the whole thing.

yes, and the audiences in the circle where i was sitting in seriously have a lot of "auditoriums" for improvement. apparently, the word room doesnt apply for this case for its too small for the amount of space they have to work on to improve their behaviour in the Drama Centre.

firstly, they laughed at their own members at work.
secondly, they did not know how to keep their mouths shut when the performances are on!
thirdly, they did not clap after the performances.
forthly, they were rude to the workers of the Drama Centre. to think the lady had to even go to the extent of saying " this is not your school hall, you cant change seats as you wish". how disgraceful.
fifthly, they were shouting across the circle before the performance. wth! its a Drama Centre mind you.

wonder what's happening to our future generation. those ppl i was refering to were but a bunch of disappointment. oh man. how terrible.

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maybe its because it was invaded by some unknown virus, its beginning to swell, and it hurts.-the heart.

this thrashy week is finally ending. well, i doubt it'll end with a bang, but at least with just something mundane so this week will not get worse. went shopping with gee today. thanks gee (: you really made me happy.

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if i had built a house with you, the house was either built on quicksand or made of glass.

so far, this week is crap. pure crap. perhaps the only satisfying thing was the brochure we did for the XINTHESIS- a celebration of arts and culture brochure. by far, one of the things i've done that satisfied me the most.

and aurelia had been a wonderful bubble of laughter. she kept my emo thoughts away. thanks lia. you were just wonderful.

yes, and it just irks me when ppl start discriminating the scholars. like wth. arent they humans, just like us? maybe they need some getting used to, but i can swear with my heart that most of them have a far better character than us singaporeans. oh well. it just makes my blood boil to speak of such nonsense so i shall stop ranting here.

this week was crap, what else can i say?

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i scared myself today.

i was at the bus stop.
watching cars go by.
when i suddenly had the urge to run towards the lights.
lights coming at full speed.
but i was too tired to even continue watching.
even less run towards them.
so i stayed and watched my opportunity pass by.
before my world came crashing down on me again.

how i wish i could share all these with you. but, i'm not sure now.

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oh god. i bet you dont know how obedient i feel. haha. i've been mugging throughout this holiday! MADNESS! i feel stupid, bleahs. mugging mugging mugging. but no choice also. oh well. sigh. okay. here to destress abit.

studying doesnt mean that i have no life okay. HAHAHAHA! kidding (:

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hello people. i'm going off to HONGKONG on the 10th June and will be back on the 15th June. yes, for if u miss me, TOO BAD!

haha.

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CLASS OUTING!!
the 10km walk MacRitchie Reservoir day

NICE SCENERY!

GIRLS (most)

GUYS (most)

WEIRD NANA! (:

CLASS PHOTO (most)

CLASS PHOTO (most)

CLASS PHOTO! (most)

A BUNCH OF US.

ME AND YILU (:

CLASS PHOTO! (full)

THE "CRYING" GIRL (just look at the back of the shirt!)

CENSORED!!

HUISHAN AND ZIYUN

MAD JARYL

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BROWNIE CAMP!!

KYRA AND REBECCA!

KAREN CLARISSA ME

BROWNIE JUDITH (:

SENIORS+ BROWNIES

SENIORS! (:

CAMPFIRE SKIT

FIRE!!!

BROWNIES(:

ALTHEA AND AUDREY

ME AND CLARISSA

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oh well. i bet i'll nv hit your expectations.

never ever. never.

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无奈。真的很无奈。

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TML IS RESULTS DAY!

oh man. scary scary scary scary scary. oh well. u know what.

MID YEAR IS NOT COUNTED IN PRELIMS!!! (:

so i guess its okay to do badly. it just means tt i'll do better next time (:

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该忘得忘不掉，该记得记不了。

最近，真的是想太多。可能，心里还有一丝怀念一份思念一点想念。

不知何时何日，开始越想越多。明知对自己无益，但我偏忘不了。越想忘掉，就越会想起。心里一片矛盾。痛。

心中的伤痕慢慢的腐化，慢慢的消失。可是，脑海中的回忆却一直浮现，就是忘不了，忘不了。

只愿有一天，心病会好转，回忆会变淡，伤痕会消失。

直到那一天，。。。

i'm that passing phrase.

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my biggest mistake- careless.

great, now i've thrown away some bloody 12 marks for my MYE. missed out on 2 questions. wth. oh well. no point crying over spilt milk. oh well.

okay. i'm going off already. time for self reflection.

to a friend of mine who's been super sad and weird recently: we all still love you. please remember that. (: we are here if we need you.

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i swear i'm going die from information overload. oh my pooooor brain. AH.

gah. i think i sound like a bimbo so never mind me.

LALALALALALALALALALALALA.i have so much more to do later.

JIAYOU SHERYL!! (:

ps: i pity my poor blog. have to listen to my crap. and to all of u here too (:

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sheryl. do you need me to remind you once more? complacency do not take you far.

to hell with the repetitions. to hell with the boring lessons. to hell with the teacher. fact is, you HAVE to listen in class and do well again. and NO, you are so not going to let your grades fall because of your complacency again.

do you need a repeat of history to remind you that? do you need to fall over and over again so you will stand up strong? do you need to be face those unsightly grades before u realize that you are being complacent?

no, right?

so now, hurry smack your own butt and move on. there's no more time for emotions.

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okay okay. big days!

20th- NING's bday! (not yapning but huining, teresa's sister)
21st- PHO and BINGHONG's bday!
22nd- MY SISTER's bday (:

so yes. big days! happy bday to you all! (:

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okay. MYE coming.

this is the syf year. for all the efforts the xinmin aesthatic groups have put in, i want to congrat...

BAND- GOLD!
DANCE- GOLD WITH HONEST!!
CHOIR- GOLD!

waiting for guzheng to come back w good news. so..

good luck to..
GUZHENG!
SJAB!

all the best people (:

HOMECOMING PICS!


yilu and shan

me and shan

me yun yilu shan (covered by jaryl)

CLASS PHOTO!

CLASS PHOTO2!

me lulu mr lim summer(CUTE!!) shan

luong shan yunhan lulu

thiva (talking crap!)

yeeling and yun

me and baobei-r

spastic soonkiang and milkmaid vidya

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