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08S31 (: we won 3 out of 4 frisbee matches today YAY! haha. GOOD JOB S31! (:

my throat sucks. i lost half my voice. BOOOO!

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okay. i've just completed my jae. oh man. i hope i can stay in vj cux i really dont want to change my environment again. you have no idea how tiring it is. and, i'm getting used to vj's culture and all, i dont want anything to change.

okay. i have chingay today. some fund-raising stuff at MARINA BAY. oh man, some ulu place. haha.

when the big strong tree gets bigger and stronger.

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okay. i'm not happy w what i got. i thought i'd get better, but no. oh well. maybe this is just life bah. i just hope now i can get into vj and try to do well there.

oh yeah. thanks little bro for being there. and thanks to yap and all for trying to lighten up the mood. and thanks chan, vid and all for being so high, i almost forgot that i didnt do tt well.

and i'm sorry. i think i really needed to cry it out. sorry if u felt helpless but i know u will always be w me. anyway, ARMYBOY OUT DAY!

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HELLO. results are out tmr. OMG! worried but i already have a back up plan. so yeah. hope things would turn out fine and i'll happily get into VJ. ohoh. me and teresa went to exchange uniform w the IP students, so yeah. this is a pic of us in VJ uniform!


yes. so today S31 cam-whored a little. a picture of me and yanzhu being super spastic.


and another one with yanzhu in it. this is debby and yanzhu. dont they just look loving? HAHA.


last but not least, CLASS PHOTO! 08S31! ahhhh. too bad not the whole class is in. ):

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HELLO! i had OG BBQ on friday. but as i have been super busy recently, i didnt manage to upload anything until TODAY! yes yes. so here are the pictures.

i saw my DARLING GEE there. it was such a coincidence as she went to east coast park for her class outing when on the day i have my OG BBQ there! haha. B&J GEE! yay!


so yeah. i shall introduce some of my new classmates here. this is yanzhu from st nics. she is a spastic! haha. yeah!


then this is lemual, the super smart guy in my class. sometimes he awes me with what he knows! and he's from VIP (victoria integrated programme). haha. yeah, he's mr nice guy too!


and of course, if u dont know, TERESA TENG IS IN MY CLASS! haha. YAY! we take the same ulu ulu subject combi (bio, chem, math, geog), tts why. haha.


okay. so as this is supposed to be an OG BBQ, i shall focus more on my BBQ w my OG. some OG photos 1st! (look carefully and u'll find this guy licking ppl's hair and doing retarded stuff! haha. he's damn funny)


oh, and 1 shot with my OGLs!


so this is their desperate attempt to hide their faces. haha. they were supposed to hug the tree and let us take a pic, but BOOOO, they didnt! haha.


arm wrestling! between kenny (some super strong volleyball guy) and benneo(my OGL). here, benneo got trashed.


and here, he trashed kenny! haha.


okay. so this is a full group photo with everyone inside. darling chermain came late due to her training. haha. yeah.


and here is our desperate attempt to take a jumping shot.


and another one... but we are all over the place!


yeah. a shot of all the guys.


and a spastic shot of me with xinyue.


i have no idea why but vj ppl like shots like this! haha. gay benneo and eugene sharing a sausage.


and yes! we gave them THANK YOU cards, but they were still sad ): HAHA. i thought wanglu (the girl) looked super cute in this shot.


then we went over to macs to eat because we ran out of BBQ food.


and this is one of the many many many attempts to cam whore 300 shots. haha. we only hit 102 shots. BOOOO. haha.


yeah. so this was my OG BBQ! FUN. and i'm supposed to send all the pics to eugene. MUST RMB!

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I HAVE TIME TO BE ONLINE AGAIN! haha. okay, i'm not supposed to be here.. but (: haha. nothing much to talk about other than my bus crisis today which is a bloody long story i cant be bothered to relate. but its the 1st time i'm late for school! oh well.

i pigged so much recently. thank goodness i'm starting to exercise. i wanted to run today but its raining! BOOHOOHOO~.

i'm reminded of you, always. 2 weeks is starting to seem long. oh well. 10 more days. and, i'll be strong, for me, for you, for us. (:

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hello hello.

i just came back from B2B camp (back to basics camp) and i tell u it was so damn fun! haha. its a camp organised by the ODAC people. we went over to pulau ubin to camp over on the 2nd night. though it seemed kinda tough initially, after the whole experience (which include running all over singapore and pulau ubin with a heavy bagpack and dragon boating), you'll feel a great sense of achievement, which is what i felt.

haha. i was in LIONS and it ROCKED! haha. we came up with this stupid cheer that went...
_______(whatever the other team is) rock, but lions paper, WE WIN! u know, scissors paper stone.. stone and rock.. u know.. okay, forget it if u dont understand!

got to know a lot of other people who were super fun loving and enthu. haha. LIONS won the most enthu group during the camp. haha. every group won sth though, so heees. but NEVERMIND! (: and yes, we are going dinner together before this friday (when the scary results come out!). and friday i have this OG BBQ. oh gosh, imagine what if i'm unable to go into victoria, i'll just go there and emo! haha.

okok. i'm tying my hair now and i look so weird. haha. i shall get used to myself someday! lalala~ ok, got to go. need to go read through some lecture notes which are BORING! toodles(:

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okay. i'm surprised i actually have time to come online today. anyway, I WORE ST NICS UNIFORM TODAY! haha. and ppl actually said i look like a st.nics girl. haha. tts funny. photos below! all the ppl in the photo exchanged uniforms. and it was so damn cool. 08S31 is my class and its getting fun. haha. but it'll never hold the special place 402 has taken up already.

peiyi(st nics) , simin(anglican high) , me (xms), yanzhu (st nics) (:

oh yes oh yes,i think i'll be tying up my hair soon. its becoming like a mane and its bloody messy. even i have problems taming it, so yeah. u'll see sheryl with tied hair. cux i'm sick of short hair! HAHA!

2 weeks countdown!

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the 200th post. i'm not going to talk abt school or anything. just that maybe this blog will rot abit.

i just want you to know that, you're the best i can ever have. happy army boy-ing tomorrow and two weeks will be gone in a flash. meanwhile, we shall just busy with our own stuff k?

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okay! more pictures!

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taken at marina square where we played hide and seek before mass dance (: haha. but i wasnt there yet when they took this. BOOO! haha.

at airport terminal 3 after we had our first and most expensive (yet) OG dinner. FISH AND CO! haha.

taken after sea regatta with chermain and eugene (my OGL). haha. he looked funny. (EUGENE DONT KILL ME)

taken on sky train (eugenia's fav) when travelling to terminal 3.

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hmms. maybe some scars are just more difficult to heal than others. especially when similar scary things just repeatedly happen over a span of less than three years. you just cant seem to heal normally anymore. or maybe its just me.

everytime i thought, okay, maybe i'm totally okay about the matter by now. but then i realized that, no, i'm not. when sth similar happens, i'll just paralyse and freak out like some idiot. maybe i'm just weak lah.

i hate myself for acting like that. i'm sorry u have to see this side of me.

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SEA REGATTA TODAY! tts vjc's sea sports carnival and it was WEEPEEE~! fun fun fun! haha. got super wet, super sandy and super dirty. but it was worth the fun. YAY! lectures begin tmr. BOO!!!

okok. i shall show u pictures of my new friend! haha.

me and chermain! haha. okok. more to come. i'm lazy to transfer again!

because your presence makes everything so easy. i like it that way. 3 more days to armyboy

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HELLO! mass dance ytd was FUN(: haha. ran around like some mad person in the rain. haha. and got super high. but it was tiring. haha. worth it though.

went to watch BEAUTY WORLD today and YAY! haha. it was not bad. haha. there's a twist of local flavour to it and the songs were good (they were composed by dick lee). haha. there's a lot of local humour in there. yeah.

okok. gtg soon. kinda tired. oh man. TOODLES!

4moredaystoarmyboy.

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APOLOGIES for letting this blog rot a little. been busy with orientation. by the time i reach home, i just bathe, dry my hair, collapse on the bed and snooze like a pig. haha.

VJC has been fun. yeah, they have so much energy, u'll start to wonder where all those energy came from. its like even after a day of playing, they can still cheer as if they've just woken up. the school's lively and the environment is quite good.

seen my class and i kinda miss 402. probably its cux we dont really know each other yet so it still feels kinda cold. yeap. i saw chan ytd when i went suntec for OGD (orientation group dinner). yeah. missed him so much. haha. i miss 402 arghs. oh well.

anyway, i have mass dance today at suntec.YAY! its gona be fun(:

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okok. i need to put a notice for myself here cux my mental notes are getting useless.

SHERYL OWES SOONKIANG ONE BEN AND JERRY!
to sook: see how u rub it in and make me more guilty. HAH!

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i'm back from 402 chalet, and it rocked. had so much fun, till i'm like half -sick,half-dead now. especially at wild wild wet, we played so wild.

i'm going to miss 402, alot alot. so here's a little tribute to the people in class who are close to me, physically, mentally, emotionally.

soonkiang:
thank you for calling the shots and running the show when u know i just cant do it anymore. there are times when i felt like the sky was falling, and at those times, you seemed to be holding it high up for me. i told you before, u were like the backstage crew, while i was the front stage crew. sometimes it seems as though you've done nothing, but actually, you've done everything. thanks for being my pillar of support in class through all these times. and for being my closest friend in class. i feel really lucky that u are here all these times, so cheers to soonkiang for being the best (:

chan:
i will forever remember the pressed flowers u give me and the whole load of crap you bombard me with everyday we were in class. i will never forget the effort you put in to make me smile every single time i'm down. you said i feel like ur mummy cux i keep nagging at you. now i'm telling you, you feel like my daddy cux u are older than me!! HAHAHA(: you rock channie.

huishan, yilu, ziyun:
BABY!! haha. for zi-paiing with me everytime we catch hold of a camera and for just supporting all the events i tried to hold, THANK YOU! i really dont know what to do without all your support. sometimes when the going seems tough, all your generous support makes the going alot alot easier. and thanks for being such a strong competition, it motivated me to study alot harder than i actually would. haha. i scared diu-lian. HAHAHA.

lia:
my darling. you know, you have a glow around you that will make people smile. i really enjoyed the times u sat beside me, listening to me crap, to me talk about my problems, and the times where we shared our secrets and whatnots. i really really really enjoyed sitting beside you, because u always make by black days a little brighter than it should be. i will never never forget the times we gossiped about "uncle" (who is chan), vidya and all. and i also will never forget the methods u taught me on how to avoid crapping too much with chan when he goes overboad (a little). haha. you know darling, minpikanakuya. ( i think i spelt wrongly again!) anyway, it meant dream of me tonight hor! haha.

vidya:
VIDYA VIDYA PAPAYA! haha. i dont think u know i made this up during chalet. haha. your crappy jokes and laid back nature will never leave my mind, cux just by looking at you, sometimes it just feels that life is actually not that difficult. the times when u and sook act as patrick and spongebob will always be etched in my mind. i will miss all your crap, because they always make me laugh till my stomach aches. haha.

NANANANANA (regina):
NANA! oh man. thanks for... BIMBOING WITH ME IN CLASS! and for telling me how certain people feel about certain things that have happened. the feedback you gave me helped me to try to change things and make people feel more like they are part of the class. for your endless energy and fashion advice, i will never forget you. and you are not fat (: haha. i wont forget the times u complained about how fat u are after every holiday and pe lessons. thanks for being such a good friend.

and to the rest:
i had the time of my life. i know there are things that i could not perfect in class. i tried to make the class a whole, but i still saw cracks. i'm sorry i could not perfect those cracks, and so if at any time u feel that u are not part of the class. i apologise. i hope you had a fun time in class like i did. especially with mr ang. i wont forget the times we threw a rubber lizard at his butt, or the times his hair stood up and refused to go down. you've been a great sport, and i love all of you. i will miss you guys. really.