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maybe its because it was invaded by some unknown virus, its beginning to swell, and it hurts.-the heart.

this thrashy week is finally ending. well, i doubt it'll end with a bang, but at least with just something mundane so this week will not get worse. went shopping with gee today. thanks gee (: you really made me happy.

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if i had built a house with you, the house was either built on quicksand or made of glass.

so far, this week is crap. pure crap. perhaps the only satisfying thing was the brochure we did for the XINTHESIS- a celebration of arts and culture brochure. by far, one of the things i've done that satisfied me the most.

and aurelia had been a wonderful bubble of laughter. she kept my emo thoughts away. thanks lia. you were just wonderful.

yes, and it just irks me when ppl start discriminating the scholars. like wth. arent they humans, just like us? maybe they need some getting used to, but i can swear with my heart that most of them have a far better character than us singaporeans. oh well. it just makes my blood boil to speak of such nonsense so i shall stop ranting here.

this week was crap, what else can i say?

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i scared myself today.

i was at the bus stop.
watching cars go by.
when i suddenly had the urge to run towards the lights.
lights coming at full speed.
but i was too tired to even continue watching.
even less run towards them.
so i stayed and watched my opportunity pass by.
before my world came crashing down on me again.

how i wish i could share all these with you. but, i'm not sure now.

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oh god. i bet you dont know how obedient i feel. haha. i've been mugging throughout this holiday! MADNESS! i feel stupid, bleahs. mugging mugging mugging. but no choice also. oh well. sigh. okay. here to destress abit.

studying doesnt mean that i have no life okay. HAHAHAHA! kidding (:

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hello people. i'm going off to HONGKONG on the 10th June and will be back on the 15th June. yes, for if u miss me, TOO BAD!

haha.