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oh god. BIG HEADACHE!

i'm going to FREAK!!!

freaking. bleahs.

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"dont worry. i'm not a molester"

this isnt the 1st time i heard that. why do all people asking for donations use that opening line. its not catchy anymore. unoriginal! haha. oh well. i meet weird people. SERIOUSLY! i do. people get followed at night, i get followed in the day. -.-

haha. okay. went out today (again!) with bananas and cavewoman to watch deathnote 2! L was so funny. haha. okay. yes. i'm near broke and i'm still watching movies. funny huh. okay anyway, yes. think deathnote 2 was nicer to watch. at least it was funnier. haha.

oh well. i still have homework! bleahs. got to finish it soon. esp physics. ah. jiayou girl.

i've changed my aim. L1R5: 6!

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one word: FRUITFUL!

yup. i guess today's been a fruitful day. haha. i was under-budget. spent $20 on a pair of glittery pumps and $20 on a nice shirt. yes. still, i'm near broke. oh well. SAVE hon.

okay. yes. THANKS GEE! haha. enjoyed my day today. though it was raining and we were damn tired, my day couldn't be any brighter. LOVE YOU! haha

yes yes. OH NO! physics exam on 13th Jan. wth. must study again! ahh. good luck to me!

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finally!

okay. blogger FINALLY works. guess the earthquake in taiwan really affected the net. oh well. it takes at least 3 weeks to settle everything. it was said on the news. oh well. wait. wait. and wait.

going shopping tml! i have roughly sketched out my expenditure.

shoes (wedge particularly) : $30
shirts : $40

if i have leftovers, shall get some other stuff. yup yup. decided.

okay. hmms. i hate to admit this. but. i think i miss you. OH WELL! nono. no more thinking. lalala. its shopping tomorrow.

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okay. i've decided to do my review on 2006 now and not on the 31st cux i may not be in the mood to do it anymore. now that i'm in the mood, why not?

okay. this year is by far the worst year of my life. but it is also, the most rewarding year of my life. by far. people say, no pain no gain. i went through the worst pain of my life, and received alota enlightenment. alot alot of enlightenment. something to open my eyes to what i have and what i need, not what i want.

i guess the one and only thing that ruined my life this year is the relationship. the most devastating part of this year, the thing that made me lose me for quite abit. yet, when it ended, i realized that there are many many people around me who loved me. that's wonderful. my friends, esp my bananas and cindy and cc, have given me so much support and so much love to help me get through this difficult patch. really thank you all alot. i feel that i've grown up alot. and i'm happy. cux i'm more matured now, no longer that spoilt little brat.

yet i think i've disappointed myself in some parts this year. i'm disappointed that i actually allowed myself to lose myself. disappointed that i let one of my friends down.

to that friend of mine, i dont think you'll read this. but if you do, first of all i'd like to tell you, i'm sorry. sorry for letting you go. you stuck with me through my darkest times, even if i act like a brat alot of times, you didnt seem to mind. yet, i exploited your vulnerability. left you when you needed someone to be there for u most. shame on me. and even after that, when i'm in deep shit, u'll still lend me a shoulder to cry on, give me a form of support. and even when problems spiraled like a web, you made the most noble move of all which solve most problems. for all of that, i thank you. i've never met a friend like you. yet, i'm ashamed to let you down. i'm not worth all your efforts. but still, you always gave me that helping hand. thank you.

besides, i feel that i havent put my best foot forward in my studies. i've neglected it for 2 years, though i'm still managing. next year shall be a year where i focus fully on studies.i should not let myself down this time. L1R5: 7!

yup. i think that's all i have to say. i know its abit emo. but oh well. i hope for a better 2007! GROW UP GIRL!

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boo. differentiation sucks. bleahs!

thank god for tudi. or i'll be crushed under differentiation.

DIFFERENTIATION!

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NEW SKIN! something more sexy. haha. sexy isnt exactly the right word to use. haha. anyway. if you think the pic is gross, i'm sorry but it think its beautiful. indirect and sexy. nice contrast to the colours too. oh man, in love with laces recently. and netted stockings. bah! think they are sexy. doubt i'm gona wear them YET.

oh well. sorry for that repeating lacy thing at the other side ->.
its irritating i know. i tried to get rid of it but its hard. i even tried using gee's code but nth worked. sorry gee, made u send it to me for nth. oh well.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

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hello my darlings.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

i'm going SHOPPING! again. haha. okay. its like the fifth day in a row i'm going but WHO CARES! its the Year End Sale. should shop all i want.

i've decided. i'm gona spend all of my fortune, which is nowhere a fortune, on SHOPPING! yay! going with my 2 nutty cousins. haha. they are staying over. how fun.

oh yes. went for some christmas lightings last night. i swear it was bloody crowded. haha. all you can see is heads and lots of "SNOW". ran into jasmine ong. haha. how coincidental! anyway, my dad was sprayed white with all those foam.haha. poor daddy, blame your height for it. haha.

enjoyed myself. its CHRISTMAS! so people, get your butts out of your houses and ENJOY! relax okay?

hmm. i'm thinking, i want a springy christmas hat. haha (:

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we LOVE flowers!

hello people. do u all miss me? haha. okay. went for the flower exhibition today. had dinner. went to plaza singapura for some night time shopping. that's when i bought my lovely CHARLIE! yes. named him charlie cux, i feel like it? haha. yes. he is 60cm big. and is officially the one i will bed with for the next i-dont-know-how-long. bed with. HAHA! no la. sleep with. you know.

say hello to CHARLIE!

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OH NO! RODRIGUES IS NOT GONA BE OUR FORM ANYMORE! sigh. hopefully he's still our bio teacher. he's the best bio teacher in xinmin. the one who made me interested in bio in the 1st place. i want rodrigues. ):

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today shall be a rest day.

okay. i'm finding excuses for myself. but oh well. today shall be a rest day. seriously need rest today due to some... internal problem. yes. decided to go shopping alone today. maybe get my GUESS wallet and a new top. yes. i desperately WANT a new top. haha. no more racer-backs for me, too many cramped up in my cupboard. no idea what i want either. shall just shop and see.

i swear the past hours were hell. I SURVIVED HELL ((:

oh well. SHOPPING!

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i'm getting out of the web. i will.

MORNING PEOPLE! haha. shall start on my homework soon. homework homework homework. i have like 10 more to go. goodness. but i think i'll be able to finish. (: i will! haha. bah. hate newspaper reviews. B-O-R-I-N-G!

had a weird dream. dreamt that visitors who made too much noise at escape theme park would be either fired or sent to jail. dreamt that girls who do not listen to their parents will end up as whores. dreamt that ppl who slack at chalets will be condemned to death. -.- that what will happen to 2lackEr5??!! haha.

oh well. i have a new year resolution: get 7 (max.) for my L1R5. i have like 13 now. goodness. thats like another 6pts. means every subject must improve by 1 grade. shouldn't be so tough. WORK HARDER GIRL!

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lalala. 我已找到了解脱! so proud of myself. next. i'll just have to find the determination to carry on (: yup. i know i will. lalala. haha. 1st i have to worry about the physics exam. AHH. crap. i CANNOT drop to combined. that would be a waste of my chemistry!!!

oh well. time to dump all those lovey dovey stories behind and be a strong person. yeah! so strong, i can lift the esplanade. okay. that was crap. (:

gosh, hope that i wont give up halfway this time. i know i'm gona do it. i know i can. LOVE ME PEOPLE!

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i feel like a DAMNED toy. crap.

oh well. proud of myself. done 2 homeworks today. CRAP! i havent touched physics for 2 weeks. UH OH! ah well. i have 1 month to go before the big exam. AHHH! kill me somebody. i'm so gona fail physics.

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I SWEAR I HATE COUGHS! sorry to all devoted christians out there. it took away one night worth of my sleep. YAWN! and i'm still coughing. the cough mixture seems useless, other than the drowsy part which is highly unwanted. even my VICKS seems to be less potent. potent sounds wrong. haha. dont ask me why i am ill again. its because i am. -.-

oh well. YAWN! another HOMEWORK day. ): like hello, its the holidays and we get homework? its a holiday suicide! bah. oh well. HOMEWORK! or sehhwee will scold me. haha. sehhwee is mothering! poor her.

oh yes. its xmas next week. YAY!! i've decided to get myself an XMAS present. (: like i do every valentine's and birthdays. i've even decided on what to get. but its bloody ex. still, i have my eyes set on that pretty pretty GUESS WALLET. $60. oh god. that's more ex than my espirit. oh shut up. guess WILL BE more ex than espirit. DUHS! okay. i'm thinking twice.

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK!

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STUPID SHERYL!
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bah! i failed to see this "revert to classic template" link! that means, I DELETED MY KOOKY- BLOG FOR NOTHING!!!

STUPID SHERYL!
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NEW BLOG! reason why i deleted my old one. i was just being dumb. i upgraded the old template then it became some funny funny thing i cant figure out. so i just deleted it. dumb right. oh well.

oh yes. I LOVE MARSHA MARSHA MARSHMALLOW!