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okay. i've decided to do my review on 2006 now and not on the 31st cux i may not be in the mood to do it anymore. now that i'm in the mood, why not?

okay. this year is by far the worst year of my life. but it is also, the most rewarding year of my life. by far. people say, no pain no gain. i went through the worst pain of my life, and received alota enlightenment. alot alot of enlightenment. something to open my eyes to what i have and what i need, not what i want.

i guess the one and only thing that ruined my life this year is the relationship. the most devastating part of this year, the thing that made me lose me for quite abit. yet, when it ended, i realized that there are many many people around me who loved me. that's wonderful. my friends, esp my bananas and cindy and cc, have given me so much support and so much love to help me get through this difficult patch. really thank you all alot. i feel that i've grown up alot. and i'm happy. cux i'm more matured now, no longer that spoilt little brat.

yet i think i've disappointed myself in some parts this year. i'm disappointed that i actually allowed myself to lose myself. disappointed that i let one of my friends down.

to that friend of mine, i dont think you'll read this. but if you do, first of all i'd like to tell you, i'm sorry. sorry for letting you go. you stuck with me through my darkest times, even if i act like a brat alot of times, you didnt seem to mind. yet, i exploited your vulnerability. left you when you needed someone to be there for u most. shame on me. and even after that, when i'm in deep shit, u'll still lend me a shoulder to cry on, give me a form of support. and even when problems spiraled like a web, you made the most noble move of all which solve most problems. for all of that, i thank you. i've never met a friend like you. yet, i'm ashamed to let you down. i'm not worth all your efforts. but still, you always gave me that helping hand. thank you.

besides, i feel that i havent put my best foot forward in my studies. i've neglected it for 2 years, though i'm still managing. next year shall be a year where i focus fully on studies.i should not let myself down this time. L1R5: 7!

yup. i think that's all i have to say. i know its abit emo. but oh well. i hope for a better 2007! GROW UP GIRL!