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AHHH! i cant stand my clumsiness. i fell on the road on the way back to my granny's. tts stupid. apparently, i was walking and walking and walking then i half stepped into this mini hole that was at the edge of the pedestrian's pathway and FELL on the side of the road. ahh BOO!

i feel like some whiney person now. booo. i wish i was more alert ): now i have free waxing session from the fall cux my leg hairs are gone thanks to the abrasion. but then again, i have really short leg hairs. haha. and my knee is bruised ): so i've got some purple barney knee. feels weird when i move it though. haha. like my muscles just solidified and the joints are not really in a good working condition.

thank goodness i can still walk normally. tts sth i'm grateful for. oh well. yellow-bloodied-knee-day today.

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hello.

i give up. since trying so hard to talk to you again and again just makes me argue w u so much, then forget it. i'd rather remember the good times we used to have. but no matter what, you are still my good friend. its a pity that things end up this way, and the worst thing is that i dont even know where the problem is! probably it was due to come anyway, since we used to argue quite a bit in the past too. if you are willing to clear the shit we've accumulated, tell me, then we'll clear it together okay? but till then, i think i need some time away from you to think about what went wrong. well, if its solely on your part that you've decided to drift from me for obvious reasons, then i think its very unfair. because i dont mind. you know that.

thanks for the beautiful memories.

but i really dont want everything to end this way.

oh ya. happy 9+1

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i'm here to blog again. why? because i'm BORED and SICK AND TIRED OF DOING MATH! our dear sheryl here has miraculously finished 5 math tutorials from 10am to 5pm (excluding 2 hours of food plus random walking about at home).

GOOD JOB SHERYL! (crap, i think i'm going mad. maths make me mad HEHS!)

oh well. my body's home but my heart and soul is in orchard or somewhere. BOOOOOO! ): thus i've decided to set a shopping date with jazz and the rest. YAY! i'd have asked the bananas too but some ppl start school already (heard that JMI and YAP? ah sigh.) oh ya, and some banana (none other than pho) always have weird disappearing acts (HAHA!). so yeah, no banana outing ):

oh well, its so tough to gather everyone nowadays. it was so much nicer to be in the same school, mugging the same SIMPLER stuff and all. ahhhh.

its okay. i can go shopping tmr! provided someone with the barney feet can walk again. (:

YAYNESS! okay, back to math!

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how should i put across how i feel now. hopeless? yeah i guess, i'm quite sure that this is a sense of hopelessness.

as i stare at the seemingly never ending pile of stuff to study and memorise (thanks to the fact that i take geog and bio), i'm quite sure i feel hopeless. and math, yes math. the irritating, horrible, terrible math that i somehow always score okay in for big exams. i look at the questions and blanks start appearing in my heads. flip back, and look at the solutions, and these blanks transform to question marks.

my pro-math friends have somehow disappeared. smsed them, and i received no reply. i think of who else i can call for help, but there seem to be no one, at least they are not close to me. oh well. hopeless hopeless hopeless.

been awhile since i've felt like that. but oh well. i guess i'll continue drowning in math before an sms comes to save me.

toodles.