Wednesday, June 4, 2008

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how should i put across how i feel now. hopeless? yeah i guess, i'm quite sure that this is a sense of hopelessness.

as i stare at the seemingly never ending pile of stuff to study and memorise (thanks to the fact that i take geog and bio), i'm quite sure i feel hopeless. and math, yes math. the irritating, horrible, terrible math that i somehow always score okay in for big exams. i look at the questions and blanks start appearing in my heads. flip back, and look at the solutions, and these blanks transform to question marks.

my pro-math friends have somehow disappeared. smsed them, and i received no reply. i think of who else i can call for help, but there seem to be no one, at least they are not close to me. oh well. hopeless hopeless hopeless.

been awhile since i've felt like that. but oh well. i guess i'll continue drowning in math before an sms comes to save me.

toodles.

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