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its disappointing to hear all those lies coming from you. its tiring, you know, to just hear you throw me all those lies, half truths and whatnots, and having to figure out which is which. its sad to realize that after all these times, you still lie to me.

i heard so many stories about you and all your stupid acts. yet, i stupidly believed in you because u said tt i could trust u, after all these while.fine, trust misplaced. u have no idea how terrible it feels to hear you lie again and again about things i'm most concerned about. what am i to you? nothing. its terrible to see you destroy yourself like that, you know. no you dont, because u dont read this blog anymore.

now i know why u lost yourself, and why i lost you.

disappointing.