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i feel so very irritated.

this world is full of hypocracy. sometimes, i cant help but find this world ugly.

u see trapped frogs in a glass container, awaiting death while being trampled on by other fellow "comrades". and when one finally manage to jump out of the glass container, it didnt leap away, but stayed there instead. then some other people put it back to its death chamber.

i guess the trapped frogs i saw yesterday taught me a very important lesson in life- as you grow older, u'll grow more practical. when the frog leaped out of the glass container yesterday, i said, "hurry jump away and escape!". yet, my mum said," so what if it escapes? it wont survive out there."

i found it very saddening. i dont know why. just looking at those frogs awaiting death is already a saddening sight. knowing that they will not survive out there makes it even more depressing. why can fate just twist our lievs at the tips of its fingers? are we "in charge of our destiny"? why are we so helpless when we are up against fate?

as i looked at those frogs awaiting death, i could almost feel what they were feeling. anticipation. fear. horror. panic. a hell load of negative feelings as they prayed not to be "the chosen one". but after long, these feelings just numbed their soul. it seemed apparent that death is inevitable as they lay in an awkward position in their death box. maybe they stopped feeling anything because they are worn out. maybe its because there was nothing new to feel anymore. or maybe because, they know, they are nothing up against fate.

next time when u see a bunch of frogs cramped in a glass container. please do not think of how delicious they are. instead, try to feel like them, then u'll know how it feels up against the master of all- fate.