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i think i'm a "touch" person. i LOVE big hugs. if u hug me when i'm upset, i'll cry and feel released from my misery. if u grip my hand tightly when i'm nervous, i'll feel a strengh running through my soul. if u stare into my soul when i'm on the verge of desperatism, my soul wouldnt feel so desperate anymore. if you hold me tight when i cry, i'll stop crying for i find the reason to move on. i'm a touch person. i'll always be.

the wedding yesterday was SWEET! oh man. makes me want to get married. but now, whenever i think of marriage, i'll think of divorce. sigh. that's bad right? oh well. this time will pass. i hope my father's god-brother's brother will live happily ever after. yes.

oh well. now, i have the love of my family and the people around me. that's more than enough to sustain me. i love all of you.