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i have to attend a wedding later. i want to wear a DRESSY DRESS! but mum says it too formal for me ): oh well.

i remeber when i was little, i used to love wearing dresses A LOT! but oh well. i feel like wearing them again. will it look weird on me? hmms.

i read a friend's blog. yes, hello my friend! thought that she was the exact replica of who i once was. the person i hated myself to be. desperate, upset, dependent, and worst of all, i LOST myself.

so to my friend, i really want to tell you this.
there are things not worth holding onto. there are things you HAVE TO hold onto. god gives you what you need, not what you want. if there's no need to hold onto him, just let it pass. you only have a pair of hands. with one, you'd have to hold your school work. and with the other empty one, its up to you whose hands you want to hold onto. YOURS or HIS. should you think of life 20years down the road, will he still be there for u? will you still be there for urself? who do u want to be there for you? u choose.

life isn't fair i know. so live it to its fullest. because, you only have one life to live.i think you should let it go.