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woah. yesterday was the 1st day i stepped into VJ without teresa. honestly, i felt abit lost. i guess after 4 years of seeing her almost everyday, not seeing her just seemed abnormal. its not like i'm in love with her lah, its just that, she was just so close.

i thought i'd be okay with the idea that her appeal was unsuccessful, but i wasnt. when i hugged her the day before, i just started tearing. i guess i really couldnt accept that fact. yesterday was just damn weird without her, and i had so many things to tell her. everytime i saw something, i wanted to turn around and tell her about it. but she wasn't there.

tracer, i want you to know that i miss you okay. and please stay happy in TJC.