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hello.

i give up. since trying so hard to talk to you again and again just makes me argue w u so much, then forget it. i'd rather remember the good times we used to have. but no matter what, you are still my good friend. its a pity that things end up this way, and the worst thing is that i dont even know where the problem is! probably it was due to come anyway, since we used to argue quite a bit in the past too. if you are willing to clear the shit we've accumulated, tell me, then we'll clear it together okay? but till then, i think i need some time away from you to think about what went wrong. well, if its solely on your part that you've decided to drift from me for obvious reasons, then i think its very unfair. because i dont mind. you know that.

thanks for the beautiful memories.

but i really dont want everything to end this way.

oh ya. happy 9+1

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i'm here to blog again. why? because i'm BORED and SICK AND TIRED OF DOING MATH! our dear sheryl here has miraculously finished 5 math tutorials from 10am to 5pm (excluding 2 hours of food plus random walking about at home).

GOOD JOB SHERYL! (crap, i think i'm going mad. maths make me mad HEHS!)

oh well. my body's home but my heart and soul is in orchard or somewhere. BOOOOOO! ): thus i've decided to set a shopping date with jazz and the rest. YAY! i'd have asked the bananas too but some ppl start school already (heard that JMI and YAP? ah sigh.) oh ya, and some banana (none other than pho) always have weird disappearing acts (HAHA!). so yeah, no banana outing ):

oh well, its so tough to gather everyone nowadays. it was so much nicer to be in the same school, mugging the same SIMPLER stuff and all. ahhhh.

its okay. i can go shopping tmr! provided someone with the barney feet can walk again. (:

YAYNESS! okay, back to math!

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how should i put across how i feel now. hopeless? yeah i guess, i'm quite sure that this is a sense of hopelessness.

as i stare at the seemingly never ending pile of stuff to study and memorise (thanks to the fact that i take geog and bio), i'm quite sure i feel hopeless. and math, yes math. the irritating, horrible, terrible math that i somehow always score okay in for big exams. i look at the questions and blanks start appearing in my heads. flip back, and look at the solutions, and these blanks transform to question marks.

my pro-math friends have somehow disappeared. smsed them, and i received no reply. i think of who else i can call for help, but there seem to be no one, at least they are not close to me. oh well. hopeless hopeless hopeless.

been awhile since i've felt like that. but oh well. i guess i'll continue drowning in math before an sms comes to save me.

toodles.

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PERFECT FIFTH yesterday was a blast! i enjoyed myself through and through. i hope all of you who went yesterday did too. okay! i need to thank some people.


the ones who got me all these flowers!
from 402 '07: chan, soonkiang, songkeang, vidya, sengkeat and huishan! (:
i didnt expect so many of you to come and support me! THANKS DARLINGS! haha. i was so touched lah! i love all of you guys, you know (: haha. esp huishan who hugged me till i cried. hehs!

from 2e5 '05: yapning and jmi and binghong (:
haha. a comb of my BANANAS! (: thanks for coming down to support my performance like very last minute. i hoped you enjoyed yourselves as much as i did. i miss performing with you all u know... AHHHHHH!



and my beloved s31 people who gave me 10 balloons and the "GO SHERYL" banner from foolscap: jonathan, lemual, jazz, char, weiliang, yongyi, henry, peiyi!
AHHHH. i loved you all so much. i wanted to cry when i saw your "GO SHERYL" banner. haha. thanks for getting me balloons when i asked for it, though it was quite a lot to ask for. HAH! but yeah, i love you people a lot and thanks for coming down to support me.

okay. thanks to johnathan and huishan and edward who helped me take the balloons and flowers on bus 55 on the way home. haha. though stupid johnathan fell asleep while doing so. HAHA! and huishan for helping me squeeze out of the bus. HAHA!


lastly, special thanks to the JUNIOR ENSEMBLE who made Perfect Fifth perfect for me.
thanks to you all for performing with me that night and training together for 5 months just to put up 2 songs. oh yes, and thanks for ZI-HIGHING all together when they were playing "jenny" and "accidentally in love" and "torn". i had a great time yesterday.

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hello. because the old man (minghao aka mh) tells me to update so i am. 不听老人言吃亏在眼前right? haha.

okay. what i've been up to recently? hmmms. i was down with stomach flu last week and got 3 days mc. so i missed quite a lot. oh booo! but the up side is that i rested a lot and became super hyper the last few days. need to catch up alot on guitar. the notes are so difficult to play!! oh boooo! haha.

erms. i went out more with the xinmin people last week. okay maybe not. its more like i went out more with the 402 ppl. haha. i'm so glad i'm going back for speech day-- you see xinmin misses me (: haha. and homecoming day is coming! oh yay! but not everyone can go back on homecoming which is a big boo boo.

my iPod touch is failing me cux it refuses to sync my favourite photos for 402! BOOOO! i cant believe i actually meddled with the stupid thing that failed me for two hours before i decided that i dont wana friend it anymore. haha. but i'm still trying to fix it now. oh boo booo!

i think i like booo alot nowadays. oh booo! HAHA! i'm mad, ignore me.

MINGHAO! this post is to keep you entertained as your life at home is kinda dull, i know (: