SHERYL (:

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2010-04-06T09:52:00.001+08:00

HELLO WORLD! i'm back (: with a vengance.

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2009-01-01T23:04:00.004+08:00

YAY! countdown party at YY's house yesterday! haha. had loads of fun. but i was REALLY LATE because i went to eat free ice cream w jazz and lem before that. haha. jazz had this voucher for 2 free swensen's sundae and then lem bought another one. so THANKS LEM FOR MY FREE STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE SUNDAE!

this is jazz me and lem! haha. lem was so oriental but so cool! haha!

and look! there we have our free OUTRAGEOUS SUNDAES(:

after which we proceeded to yongyi's house at about 9 at night! haha. considering tt we are staying till 12, its not really late. right? hehs. i met my crazy girls there- yanzhu and simin. and we did what we always do, CAMWHORE!!!! with the guys too!

haha. then our dear vivian brought a huge KISSES chocolate and said it was her big shit (oops!) so the "seetarded and weetarded" started acting constipated w it. haha.

after which we played TWISTER! and weiliang was like one of the saddest. or actually, all the guys were kinda sad. my positions were not too tough, but i know there were some who had to act like gymnasts!

ps: see weiliang's obscene hand!

haha. then at midnight, WE GOT TO WATCH FIREWORKS! (: roof top view! haha. i love yongyi's katong house!

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2008-12-31T13:25:00.003+08:00

how stupid was i to think that today would be a great day because i had the best dream ever last night. its really sad for me to say that i'm going to end off this year with the sending home of my good friend, vidya. i hope that wherever he goes, he'll go with a skip in his step and a smile on his face. spread your joy around, vidya. we'll all miss you.

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2008-12-29T10:04:00.003+08:00

in a blink of an eye, its goodbye to the year 2008 and hello to the year 2009!

so today, i'm just going to take a look at how i grew over the year.

year 2008 year 2007

haha. okay. I GREW LONG HAIR! haha. i think tts the first difference. i wore my prom dress to a wedding dinner yesterday then i realized how different i look in my prom dress with longer hair. haha. tt was quite shocking. because i never really realized how much my hair grew.

next, i think i've become happier but sadder. yeah, confusing huh? happier for various reasons, but sadder because i think i've kinda lost something within me tt i cant find back just yet. yups. its either the homeliness i used to feel in xinmin or probably i'm just growing older. HAHA! but anyway, yeah. and the even sadder fact is tt next year is probably going to be all SYF and A LEVELS. how sickening when your Os are just last year!

third, i think i've become bitchier and more kaypo. haha. so my new year's resolution is to become LESS BITCHY AND KAYPO! haha.

forth, i dont study half as much anymore. or rather, i cant absorb half as much information as i could anymore. its either that the information are too chim to penetrate through my mind or that my mind is too small to accomodate all that information.

okay, so here comes my new year's resolution!
1. i want to be happy (same as last year's)
2. i want to be less bitchy and kaypo
3. i hope i'll study harder this year

yupps! okay i'm off to tweak my research essay. haha. toodles.

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2008-12-27T13:21:00.002+08:00

HELLO! i'm so going to do my blog some justice today! i shall blog about XMAS!

okay. this christmas, i went to witness "the most important day of phoebe's life" because... SHE GOT BAPTISED! haha. and, i got a FREE TOWEL as door gift. YAY! haha okay i sound so cheapo. afterwards we went around town to eat and walk around abit before we went to Raffles Hotel to watch VJChoir carol (for the third time for me). and yupps, they were good. haha. its not like i can say tt they arent too, cux they really were. haha.

uh huh. and on christmas day, I COOKED! haha. for the first time in a long long time. YAY! i'm so proud of myself (: yeah and i got to eat muddy mud pie from coffee club, which was so heavenly. haha.

anyway, after all the christmas gift making hassle, i am snowed under a heap of holiday homework. like 17pages of math (somebody save me!). BAH!

GTG!

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2008-11-06T11:18:00.003+08:00

GOODBYE PW AND HELLO HOLIDAYS!(:

pw is finally over! HOOOORAY! haha. honestly, i really enjoyed pw because i have such lovely pw mates, other than the suicidal jt! haha. i really disliked doing wr because its so tiresome and irritating. but its now over YAY! haha. and i really really enjoyed OP because it was the perfect timing to get HIGH! haha. me, weiling, jazz and yanzhu got so high that jt kept praying for help. haha. but yeah, i guess we managed to influence jt to become high w us too(: whatever tt is, i'm really really happy that its over, and that we gained a little recognition for our "enthusiasm". haha. the school asked us to do some sharing w the j1s next year. i was kinda proud of it because it just shows tt our efforts have paid off.

anyway, i want to say special thanks to the most lovable and special people in my pw group.

to all of you: thanks for making my pw journey so enjoyable. i admit sometimes i just feel like slapping all of you and myself because it gets so stressful, and sometimes i believe we just want to hate each other. but i'm really glad that our friendship managed to stabilize the situation and i'm really happy to get to know all of you better now.

to my crazy girls (WONDERFUL WEILING, CUTEY JAZZ and SEEZHUZHU) : i love you all for going so crazy w me sometimes, chill me when i get all so stressed up and even tahan some of my mood swings and whatever nots. and i love you all oh-s0-much. haha. (: and and and, THANKS FOR GOING SWIMMING WITH ME DURING PW! haha. and for going together to the job interview. and for eating duck rice together? haha! thanks for so many things. i'm really glad that we're closer now (:

and to the crazy guy(the "nicey" jt) : thanks for being the coolest member, which really acts as a stabilizer cux we are just so crazy. (: anyway, we all appreciated your help and your presence, no matter how much we seem to hate you. HAHA! oh ya, for tahan-ing all our craziness, and giving into our craziness and becoming crazy later on, thank you! haha.

jt

jazz and weiling

yanzhu me and jazz

and, holidays are starting.

i'm going to beijing/hongkong this saturday! HOORAY! yes yes, i'll get u all souveniors! haha. (: i'm so happy going overseas (: so exciting! i get to see the forbidden city!! haha. okay okay, maybe you'll think its boring but i really like seeing cultural stuff okay. haha. okay, i figure i'm talking alot of crap so i'm going to stop.

SUPERSHERYL signing off (:

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2008-10-31T14:39:00.004+08:00

after our OP rehearsal, we decided to camwhore with lem's macbook web camera! haha. how typical right! but ah lalalala. it was so fun lah. the wonders of a macbook. (: no wonder i'm falling in love with it again!

we tried most effects (like how stupid right), and here are the results!

using "serpia"

using "dent" (i think)

using "dent" again (i think!)

okay i know this is "fish eye"

and this is the stupid picture where peiyi looks like ET! haha. its "mirror!"

and, we played with backgrounds!

this is the polka dots background. looks so retro right! and we look retarded.

ah hah! then we went visiting yoshimite (sp?) with the macbook!

and paris (:

and we went to heaven!!!! haha. madness!

then we decided to play with other effects.

this one is called thermal camera. we look damn weird. haha.

and sketching. i like this one pretty much.

and this is comics! erms. i think it reminds me of "first class".

oh. this is like the freakiest! haha. this effect is called X-ray. we look like vampires in it. haha!

last one last one. its called POP ART! (:

ahhh. i love the macbook (: it provides free neoprint services! haha.

credits for pics goes to LEMUAL (:

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2008-10-18T21:32:00.002+08:00

YAY~! i'm back blogging. i seriously think that i should allow my blog to rest in peace, but oh well. i guess i shouldn't so i can always say my piece! haha.

guess what i've been busying myself with. spell this: P-E-E-E-D-O-U-B-L-E-Y-O-U! yes! PW! ahhh stupid pw gave all my group members pimples, ulcers and what nots. haha. but its okay, at least i LOVE my pw group members (:

okay. how exciting. i have NO MORE official lessons till 12th Jan next year. WOOHOOO! i'm like so totally going to save money for the much anticipated year end sale. i wonder why vj has turned me into such a shopaholic. haha.

okay. anyway, i have no idea why but i feel empty. hmmms. like a lack of sense of fufilment. its not like i did super badly at promos, i didnt do super well either. well, enough to improve and promote. i am beginning to suspect if its got to do with lack of school involvement activities. but ah well. i guess i shouldnt bother too much or it might turn into some mid-teen crisis or what not.

oh yes, i think i may go for some courses this holidays, despite the horrible schedule i may have due to syf and what not. but i guess i should go for all these simply because i feel so... studies- base all of a sudden. yepps.

okay i'm talking a super load of crap. ohpee (OP = oral presentation) preparations tmr. so i'm going to rest! nights!

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2008-09-29T22:02:00.003+08:00

okay. it was yap's bday on friday and peiyi's bday on sunday. so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAP AND PEIYI! (: yups.

yap's bday
on yap's belated bday celebrations, we went to newyork newyork to eat. haha. the food there wasnt really cheap but oh wells. at least it tasted not bad. pho's arts and craft have improved too! the card she made for yap was SUPER NICE! it was a pity tt we didnt really take pics. the only ones w pics is jmi who took a pic of yap w the presents and the donuts. haha.

peiyi's bday
okay. and this is peiyi's bday celebration. we sneaked into victoria hall( which is a hostel) to celebrate for peiyi. tt stupid girl was still asleep when we just reached. thank goodness she woke up soon after. haha. we bought her a mango cake too!

peiyi's 18th year old mango cake! haha.

oh ya. we cam whored like.. ALOT so this is our fishball picture!

and our kissing peiyi picture to show how much we love peiyi

lastly, a normal picture. we cam whored so much, people were staring at us. but OH WELL (:

I LOVE YOU YAP AND PEIYI!

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2008-09-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

WOAH. i realized how long i havent been blogging. its SOOOOOO LOOONG that i even forgot my user name and password. well, i remembered after that, duh. so here i am, blogging.

BLOGGING ABOUT NOTHING-NESS! i'm just mugging and mugging and mugging. and my friends are going crazy. i'm going crazy too. yeaps, all i can say is that i've been mugging really hard and i'm aiming to do better this time at the promos.

i've been ponning lessons, i admit. well, not only me, like 2/3 of my class have been ponning. its like some mass ponning session,which is really quite funny. like some rebellion. haha. and we got caught by my CT, but heh. nicey nicey mr foo let us off (: with a lot of nagging though. haha. but he's really nice. YAY!

I HAVENT STUDIED GEOG YET. SHIT! tt means next week is memorizing week. i thought math and bio are enough to kill me. thanks geog, though i still love you a lot.

for all the love, (: i cant wait for FRIDAY!

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2008-08-01T22:48:00.013+08:00

I THINK... this is the CRAZIEST BIRTHDAY i've ever had! okay, before we go to the crazy part, let me thanks those who were my sunshine today.

PRESENTS!
the board of messages and my packet of 雪饼: simin, jazz, yanzhu, vui, weiling, charlotte and peiyi
for the lovely heart: yanzhu (and yes zhu, i love you for eternity!)
for the mentos peppermint: huishan! haha. you shld have seen her spastic face when she passed it to me.
for the tube dress: ME! (though i said i looked like a wrapped tree in tube dress)

and to all who wished me happy birthday today! haha. and to derrick who allowed me to cut his queue today (but its only for today ): )

okay! let me tell you why its been a crazy day for me. because for the 1st time in my life, i tied 2 pleated ponytails! yes. and all my lovely friends tied pleated ponytails for me too!! (: and to think we did it while watching some thought provoking movie about creating the perfect man-woman relationship. and the guys were staring at us like we were mad, but then again, WE ARE! haha. PICTURES!

all those who pleated their hair, and didnt. but i love all of you in this picture (plus simin). you all just made me so happy today! haha.

and another one. (:

and stupid vui made me sit on the toiletbowl and take a "CLASSIC SHOT" with the 2 ponytails, though its not very obvious here. haha. but oh well (: thought i'd post it cux its, afterall, one-of-a-kind!

yup. so we went orchard to WINDOW SHOP after that! oh ya, and we shopped for vui's dress for tmr too (: and it was so fun lah. i haven't had so much fun shopping for a LONG TIME! which was why i decided to get myself a dress(: and today is the day we realized that vui is super conservative and know no hoots about make up! considering what a tai-tai she is, WE WERE SHOCKED!

this is yanzhu with her pasta (:

and vui with her rice!

and that kuku bunch of people cam-whored right in the middle of far east, disgracing the name of VJC. so we decided to take out all our school badges!

crazy yanzhu with her octopus look! haha.

and the three with all retarded looks. haha. OH MAN! now you know why i love them so?

i had a happy birthday today, thanks to you all (:

oh ya, jazz told me to say this. yes jazz, i love you a lot. SEE HOW RELUCTANT I AM? haha. i'm just kidding. u know i do (:

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2008-07-05T16:32:00.002+08:00

hello there! i've been busy recently, so heh (: OH WELL!

results are out, and they suck. AHHH. so forget it. i will only work harder and better at promos. okay! danny's birthday was yesterday. so..

to my dear friend, the biggest and smiliest birthday banner:
HAPPY BIG FAT 19TH BIRTHDAY, BIG BIRD!(:

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2008-06-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

AHHH! i cant stand my clumsiness. i fell on the road on the way back to my granny's. tts stupid. apparently, i was walking and walking and walking then i half stepped into this mini hole that was at the edge of the pedestrian's pathway and FELL on the side of the road. ahh BOO!

i feel like some whiney person now. booo. i wish i was more alert ): now i have free waxing session from the fall cux my leg hairs are gone thanks to the abrasion. but then again, i have really short leg hairs. haha. and my knee is bruised ): so i've got some purple barney knee. feels weird when i move it though. haha. like my muscles just solidified and the joints are not really in a good working condition.

thank goodness i can still walk normally. tts sth i'm grateful for. oh well. yellow-bloodied-knee-day today.

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2008-06-10T11:16:00.003+08:00

hello.

i give up. since trying so hard to talk to you again and again just makes me argue w u so much, then forget it. i'd rather remember the good times we used to have. but no matter what, you are still my good friend. its a pity that things end up this way, and the worst thing is that i dont even know where the problem is! probably it was due to come anyway, since we used to argue quite a bit in the past too. if you are willing to clear the shit we've accumulated, tell me, then we'll clear it together okay? but till then, i think i need some time away from you to think about what went wrong. well, if its solely on your part that you've decided to drift from me for obvious reasons, then i think its very unfair. because i dont mind. you know that.

thanks for the beautiful memories.

but i really dont want everything to end this way.

oh ya. happy 9+1

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2008-06-06T17:06:00.002+08:00

i'm here to blog again. why? because i'm BORED and SICK AND TIRED OF DOING MATH! our dear sheryl here has miraculously finished 5 math tutorials from 10am to 5pm (excluding 2 hours of food plus random walking about at home).

GOOD JOB SHERYL! (crap, i think i'm going mad. maths make me mad HEHS!)

oh well. my body's home but my heart and soul is in orchard or somewhere. BOOOOOO! ): thus i've decided to set a shopping date with jazz and the rest. YAY! i'd have asked the bananas too but some ppl start school already (heard that JMI and YAP? ah sigh.) oh ya, and some banana (none other than pho) always have weird disappearing acts (HAHA!). so yeah, no banana outing ):

oh well, its so tough to gather everyone nowadays. it was so much nicer to be in the same school, mugging the same SIMPLER stuff and all. ahhhh.

its okay. i can go shopping tmr! provided someone with the barney feet can walk again. (:

YAYNESS! okay, back to math!

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2008-06-04T12:57:00.002+08:00

how should i put across how i feel now. hopeless? yeah i guess, i'm quite sure that this is a sense of hopelessness.

as i stare at the seemingly never ending pile of stuff to study and memorise (thanks to the fact that i take geog and bio), i'm quite sure i feel hopeless. and math, yes math. the irritating, horrible, terrible math that i somehow always score okay in for big exams. i look at the questions and blanks start appearing in my heads. flip back, and look at the solutions, and these blanks transform to question marks.

my pro-math friends have somehow disappeared. smsed them, and i received no reply. i think of who else i can call for help, but there seem to be no one, at least they are not close to me. oh well. hopeless hopeless hopeless.

been awhile since i've felt like that. but oh well. i guess i'll continue drowning in math before an sms comes to save me.

toodles.

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2008-05-17T12:09:00.008+08:00

PERFECT FIFTH yesterday was a blast! i enjoyed myself through and through. i hope all of you who went yesterday did too. okay! i need to thank some people.

the ones who got me all these flowers!
from 402 '07: chan, soonkiang, songkeang, vidya, sengkeat and huishan! (:
i didnt expect so many of you to come and support me! THANKS DARLINGS! haha. i was so touched lah! i love all of you guys, you know (: haha. esp huishan who hugged me till i cried. hehs!

from 2e5 '05: yapning and jmi and binghong (:
haha. a comb of my BANANAS! (: thanks for coming down to support my performance like very last minute. i hoped you enjoyed yourselves as much as i did. i miss performing with you all u know... AHHHHHH!

and my beloved s31 people who gave me 10 balloons and the "GO SHERYL" banner from foolscap: jonathan, lemual, jazz, char, weiliang, yongyi, henry, peiyi!
AHHHH. i loved you all so much. i wanted to cry when i saw your "GO SHERYL" banner. haha. thanks for getting me balloons when i asked for it, though it was quite a lot to ask for. HAH! but yeah, i love you people a lot and thanks for coming down to support me.

okay. thanks to johnathan and huishan and edward who helped me take the balloons and flowers on bus 55 on the way home. haha. though stupid johnathan fell asleep while doing so. HAHA! and huishan for helping me squeeze out of the bus. HAHA!

lastly, special thanks to the JUNIOR ENSEMBLE who made Perfect Fifth perfect for me.
thanks to you all for performing with me that night and training together for 5 months just to put up 2 songs. oh yes, and thanks for ZI-HIGHING all together when they were playing "jenny" and "accidentally in love" and "torn". i had a great time yesterday.

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2008-04-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

hello. because the old man (minghao aka mh) tells me to update so i am. 不听老人言吃亏在眼前right? haha.

okay. what i've been up to recently? hmmms. i was down with stomach flu last week and got 3 days mc. so i missed quite a lot. oh booo! but the up side is that i rested a lot and became super hyper the last few days. need to catch up alot on guitar. the notes are so difficult to play!! oh boooo! haha.

erms. i went out more with the xinmin people last week. okay maybe not. its more like i went out more with the 402 ppl. haha. i'm so glad i'm going back for speech day-- you see xinmin misses me (: haha. and homecoming day is coming! oh yay! but not everyone can go back on homecoming which is a big boo boo.

my iPod touch is failing me cux it refuses to sync my favourite photos for 402! BOOOO! i cant believe i actually meddled with the stupid thing that failed me for two hours before i decided that i dont wana friend it anymore. haha. but i'm still trying to fix it now. oh boo booo!

i think i like booo alot nowadays. oh booo! HAHA! i'm mad, ignore me.

MINGHAO! this post is to keep you entertained as your life at home is kinda dull, i know (:

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2008-03-23T15:10:00.002+08:00

okay! the speech thing has finally ended and i'm kinda proud of myself. no, i didnt win anything and didnt get into the finals either. but i'm glad that people came up to me after my speech and tell me "well done!". it was great encouragement. besides that, an adjudicator even found me on purpose to tell me my mistakes and areas i've performed well in. you have no idea how thankful i was!

haha. erms. i know I NEED TO DO MY TUTORIALS (but i dont know how to do maclaurins!) hees. a little lazy, and i really dont know how to do them. oh boooo! haha.

mummy and daddy came back from their honeymoon hehs! i'm glad they had a great time! OH OH! i think i better go now. so TOODLES!

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2008-03-21T08:40:00.002+08:00

let me share with you something i've learnt yesterday. people look down on you when you dont speak the perfect English. and i've learnt it the hard way.

oh well, never mind. i may not speak the perfect English, but at least i haven't lost my identity, and my command of my mother tongue language.

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2008-03-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

HELLO! mr chan just announced that... THURSDAY IS FULL DAY FOR VJ ((: yay! so this week, effectively wed, thurs and fri have no school. wed is arts day (which starts at 10am but i only have 1 lecture in the morning and break all the way till 10!). thursday is full day WOO! and friday is good friday (:

what a good way to finish off the week. YAY!

jealous, anyone?

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2008-03-12T21:39:00.004+08:00

i think my life now is dull. its not like i'm not having fun, i am. maybe too much fun, or maybe i'm just involving myself too much. i feel dead.

everyday feels the same. after all the busying, when i sit alone on the bed and stone, tears will just start welling up in the eyes. maybe i just cannot adapt to JC life, or maybe i just miss my secondary school life. i know i ought to do sth about this, but there's no time to do anything about it.

mr ching has been telling me to do stuff i like. its not like i never tried, but i'm yawning more than enjoying what i used to love to do oh-so-much. now, when i look at secondary school students, i wonder about how carefree their lives are, and i'm envious. you have no idea how much i want to go back in time, but that's not possible.

i dont know if anyone has this sentiment of feeling so involved in everything, but so distant to everything. i feel so mentally strained and emotionally numbed, and it gets worse when you have to start comforting people who feel similarly, because u know you need to be stronger (at least at that point in time).

i hope this is just an awful phase that can quickly pass. its no wonder i feel like eating ice cream everyday.

to mr ching: thanks for letting me depend on you everytime i emo. you still know what to do when i cry. you've made everything so much easier for me, little bro. (:

to danny: thanks for making everything feel unreal everytime i'm with you. at least i feel easy and comfortable. and happy graduation from BMTC.

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2008-03-08T08:43:00.015+08:00

just random pictures on what's been happening these while.

we sneaked teresa into school X:

jazz continued to act super retarded. (i cant stand her lah. so damn cute!)

and we took zilian pics in the toilet!

then this is taken against this escalator. HAHAH. lem looks super cute. kenn refuses to look up and smile. BOOO!

ahh. new class mate called weiliang. and he is super funny! WEILIANG ACT CUTE.

then the sleeping aura steps in and johnathan caused jonathan to sleep. haha.

and vivian ACT CUTE. but is damn cute. (: my favourite.

and a picture of me and weiling! haha,

then yanzhu hamsupped peiyi. GOODNESS! yanzhu how can u betray me?!

oh oh. this is our drawstring picture. if u enlarge this thing u can see that charlotte's drawstring is dark blue, mine is blue and yanzhu's light blue.

okay. squiggly ice cream! haha.

we took class photo too!

and this is quite a full class photo. oh. (:

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2008-03-02T09:43:00.002+08:00

i bet i'm going to lose one of my closest sec school friend because someone refuses to get out when i asked him to, just to catch up. right, mr ching? and yes, i'm pissed at you because u are forever like that. its not like i never tried, its that you never accepted, and its getting irritating. BAH!

on a lighter note, i'm proud of myself! but yeah, i guess i wont elaborate much. haha. oh well, i've got to catch up with cc and a few other ppl while doing my work. BAH!

i swear i need some time for myself.

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2008-02-23T14:49:00.002+08:00

woah. yesterday was the 1st day i stepped into VJ without teresa. honestly, i felt abit lost. i guess after 4 years of seeing her almost everyday, not seeing her just seemed abnormal. its not like i'm in love with her lah, its just that, she was just so close.

i thought i'd be okay with the idea that her appeal was unsuccessful, but i wasnt. when i hugged her the day before, i just started tearing. i guess i really couldnt accept that fact. yesterday was just damn weird without her, and i had so many things to tell her. everytime i saw something, i wanted to turn around and tell her about it. but she wasn't there.

tracer, i want you to know that i miss you okay. and please stay happy in TJC.

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2008-02-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

okay. now that i have a little bit of time on my hands, i shall blog a little on what's been happening for the past few days.

i've been going for chingay. yeah, its fun but erms. there's room for improvement in terms of the system? yeah. haha. the floats were nice and the fireworks were not bad. i met quite a number of new friends there. yeah! haha. as much as it was tiring, i think its worth the CIP hours lah. haha.

erms. then i've been going for OGL trainings as well. i finally learnt some steps of the mass dance well! OH GOODNESS! haha. posting was out today and i'm glad i'm staying. i hope all S31 appeal ppl can stay. PLEASE STAY! kenn jie may not get in, which i think is quite sad because i think he cracks the best quality jokes i've ever heard. so i hope he can stay. yeah.

i thank you for the surprises. and the legend is true, i found my treasure.

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2008-02-17T08:22:00.002+08:00

hello. my blog has been dead, i know. and it probably will be. i've been so busy and tired recently--cant be bothered to blog. anyway, vday came and thanks to everyone who gave me something. haha.

okay okay. i must rush to do my research on my public speaking topic so TOODLES(:

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2008-02-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

oh goodness. 08S31 has started the HUMSUPLOUS blog. if u dont know what humsup means.. erms. check the dictionary. haha. jon said it means the handsomes, believe him or not. haha.

http://wwww.humsuplous.blogspot.com

oh yeah. i went to watch SWEENY TODD ytd. it was bloody. yeah, but the blood looks fake. haha. sweeny reminds me of phantom somehow--it must be the singing. hahah. yeah, alot of singing and its good. johnny depp is a good actor, i tell you. haha. the plot, i feel, is a little draggy and the ending a little too abrupt. but oh well. its still worth the money (:

happy5th.

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2008-02-06T21:36:00.001+08:00

BAZAAR TODAY! and S31 sold FOOD! (: haha. okay okay. erms. we should first start off with a... FAMILY PHOTO!

yes, this is me, yanzhu and kenn jie. haha. kenn kept saying tt he felt uncomfortable (cux he was from victoria school, get it?). i think we can see it from his face. haha. GET USED TO IT KENN!

we sold COOKIES baked by simin, which were YUMMY!

and marshmallows. not very appetizing i know. hees.

then this is a picture of yanzhu and jazz enjoying themselves. HAHA. zhu was eating cereal and jazz was just being... RETARDED! (:

dirty teresa. haha. chocolate stain on her mouth. looks like a kid lah. okay okay. she looks cute lah.

this is victor and yongyi eating nachos. haha. they looked super exaggerated here.

a picture of smiley sonia! she is one of those i know who CANNOT STOP SMILING! i have no idea why. haha. she smiles so much! makes people happy!

last, we have lemual being super photographer-ish here. we took this after mass dance. yes yes, lemual is a mr.nice guy.

haha. okay. S31 WOOOSH!

the strong tree that has deeply rooted into the heart.

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2008-02-04T17:57:00.000+08:00

hello. we were super lame that day so we decided to try out love calculator (for fun!). yeah. so here's one of the results.

so here are the official sleeping partners! (: johnathan teo on the left and derrick tay on the right.

NO MORE DENIALS! (: oh yeah, this picture was taken during math lecture, when me and yanzhu were playing quadrapop. haha.

okay. its not like i want to scare people off my blog with YANZHU THE MONSTER. but its quite funny. this was taken during... chem lecture!

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2008-02-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

YAY! good news to announce. 08S31 got 2nd in frisbee, and got the best teamwork and most enthusiastic team! YAY! haha.

every friday is now officially S31's GCD aka GONE-CASE-DAY. for i dont know what reasons, S31 went SUPER HIGH today. we did alot of stupid stuff. dont ask.

after our 3rd period PE, we went for CLASS DINNER! and it was fun. pictures speak a thousand words so.. see for yourself(:

on the bus on the way to parkway parade, peiyi and yanzhu were having some "who's eyes is bigger" contest. haha. i think they look creepy!

yeah. and we took a picture. peiyi, yanzhu, me and weiling. haha. spastic peiyi looked at yanzhu and not the camera.

so yes, another pic here to show peiyi's pretty face. haha.

haha. here's a shot of victor "kissing" jonathan. HAHA. classic piece.

and this is my favourite shot. JOHNATHAN IS ASLEEP (as always). so we took a snapshot w him here. haha. he didnt know until there was a flash from the camera! haha.

and we went to roxy square foodcourt to eat our dinner. i have no idea what yongyi bought. whatever it was, it was spammed with a super load of liquor and he got red and drunk. haha. not drunk lah, he just looked drunk.

so here is compare and contrast with my jazz! yes, her name is jazz. i call her stone, but its a long story!

then we went along katong to look at all the food, then back to parkway to meet tracer. and yeah, we bought durian puffs for everyone!

so this is how the durian puff looks like. haha.

and yvonne is taking 1 from the box!

unglam jazz eating her durian puff. HAHA. SO STONEY!

so yeah. we went to long john cux some people came late and didnt dinner with us. so here's a picture with me and my jazzy!

and a picture of jazz with all the people who are eating. yvonne, grace and teresa!

yoga yongyi decided to showcase his flexible skills. so this is the front view of his stunt 1.

and this is the back view. so this was what he was actually doing.

so maybe 1 stunt is not enough. he came out with a second stunt. i didnt try this. haha. but he looks retarded.

and they started playing cards (vj ppl's favourite past time). they were playing bridge and this was kenn's card. haha. kenn is yanzhu's and my jie. haha. its again another long story.

yeah. so this is a picture of the whole scene. CARDS AND CARDS AND CARDS!!!

teresa and me. RANDOMNESS!

and this is a picture of teresa, me, kenn and victor. ZHU!! we should go take a family portrait with kenn (:

finally, ending off with a class photo. I HAD A FUN TIME. and i lost 3/4 of my voice already. BOOOOOOO!

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2008-01-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

08S31 (: we won 3 out of 4 frisbee matches today YAY! haha. GOOD JOB S31! (:

my throat sucks. i lost half my voice. BOOOO!

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2008-01-27T10:38:00.000+08:00

okay. i've just completed my jae. oh man. i hope i can stay in vj cux i really dont want to change my environment again. you have no idea how tiring it is. and, i'm getting used to vj's culture and all, i dont want anything to change.

okay. i have chingay today. some fund-raising stuff at MARINA BAY. oh man, some ulu place. haha.

when the big strong tree gets bigger and stronger.

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2008-01-25T13:13:00.000+08:00

okay. i'm not happy w what i got. i thought i'd get better, but no. oh well. maybe this is just life bah. i just hope now i can get into vj and try to do well there.

oh yeah. thanks little bro for being there. and thanks to yap and all for trying to lighten up the mood. and thanks chan, vid and all for being so high, i almost forgot that i didnt do tt well.

and i'm sorry. i think i really needed to cry it out. sorry if u felt helpless but i know u will always be w me. anyway, ARMYBOY OUT DAY!

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2008-01-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO. results are out tmr. OMG! worried but i already have a back up plan. so yeah. hope things would turn out fine and i'll happily get into VJ. ohoh. me and teresa went to exchange uniform w the IP students, so yeah. this is a pic of us in VJ uniform!

yes. so today S31 cam-whored a little. a picture of me and yanzhu being super spastic.

and another one with yanzhu in it. this is debby and yanzhu. dont they just look loving? HAHA.

last but not least, CLASS PHOTO! 08S31! ahhhh. too bad not the whole class is in. ):

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2008-01-20T08:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO! i had OG BBQ on friday. but as i have been super busy recently, i didnt manage to upload anything until TODAY! yes yes. so here are the pictures.

i saw my DARLING GEE there. it was such a coincidence as she went to east coast park for her class outing when on the day i have my OG BBQ there! haha. B&J GEE! yay!

so yeah. i shall introduce some of my new classmates here. this is yanzhu from st nics. she is a spastic! haha. yeah!

then this is lemual, the super smart guy in my class. sometimes he awes me with what he knows! and he's from VIP (victoria integrated programme). haha. yeah, he's mr nice guy too!

and of course, if u dont know, TERESA TENG IS IN MY CLASS! haha. YAY! we take the same ulu ulu subject combi (bio, chem, math, geog), tts why. haha.

okay. so as this is supposed to be an OG BBQ, i shall focus more on my BBQ w my OG. some OG photos 1st! (look carefully and u'll find this guy licking ppl's hair and doing retarded stuff! haha. he's damn funny)

oh, and 1 shot with my OGLs!

so this is their desperate attempt to hide their faces. haha. they were supposed to hug the tree and let us take a pic, but BOOOO, they didnt! haha.

arm wrestling! between kenny (some super strong volleyball guy) and benneo(my OGL). here, benneo got trashed.

and here, he trashed kenny! haha.

okay. so this is a full group photo with everyone inside. darling chermain came late due to her training. haha. yeah.

and here is our desperate attempt to take a jumping shot.

and another one... but we are all over the place!

yeah. a shot of all the guys.

and a spastic shot of me with xinyue.

i have no idea why but vj ppl like shots like this! haha. gay benneo and eugene sharing a sausage.

and yes! we gave them THANK YOU cards, but they were still sad ): HAHA. i thought wanglu (the girl) looked super cute in this shot.

then we went over to macs to eat because we ran out of BBQ food.

and this is one of the many many many attempts to cam whore 300 shots. haha. we only hit 102 shots. BOOOO. haha.

yeah. so this was my OG BBQ! FUN. and i'm supposed to send all the pics to eugene. MUST RMB!

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2008-01-15T16:53:00.001+08:00

I HAVE TIME TO BE ONLINE AGAIN! haha. okay, i'm not supposed to be here.. but (: haha. nothing much to talk about other than my bus crisis today which is a bloody long story i cant be bothered to relate. but its the 1st time i'm late for school! oh well.

i pigged so much recently. thank goodness i'm starting to exercise. i wanted to run today but its raining! BOOHOOHOO~.

i'm reminded of you, always. 2 weeks is starting to seem long. oh well. 10 more days. and, i'll be strong, for me, for you, for us. (:

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2008-01-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

hello hello.

i just came back from B2B camp (back to basics camp) and i tell u it was so damn fun! haha. its a camp organised by the ODAC people. we went over to pulau ubin to camp over on the 2nd night. though it seemed kinda tough initially, after the whole experience (which include running all over singapore and pulau ubin with a heavy bagpack and dragon boating), you'll feel a great sense of achievement, which is what i felt.

haha. i was in LIONS and it ROCKED! haha. we came up with this stupid cheer that went...
_______(whatever the other team is) rock, but lions paper, WE WIN! u know, scissors paper stone.. stone and rock.. u know.. okay, forget it if u dont understand!

got to know a lot of other people who were super fun loving and enthu. haha. LIONS won the most enthu group during the camp. haha. every group won sth though, so heees. but NEVERMIND! (: and yes, we are going dinner together before this friday (when the scary results come out!). and friday i have this OG BBQ. oh gosh, imagine what if i'm unable to go into victoria, i'll just go there and emo! haha.

okok. i'm tying my hair now and i look so weird. haha. i shall get used to myself someday! lalala~ ok, got to go. need to go read through some lecture notes which are BORING! toodles(:

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2008-01-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

okay. i'm surprised i actually have time to come online today. anyway, I WORE ST NICS UNIFORM TODAY! haha. and ppl actually said i look like a st.nics girl. haha. tts funny. photos below! all the ppl in the photo exchanged uniforms. and it was so damn cool. 08S31 is my class and its getting fun. haha. but it'll never hold the special place 402 has taken up already.

peiyi(st nics) , simin(anglican high) , me (xms), yanzhu (st nics) (:

oh yes oh yes,i think i'll be tying up my hair soon. its becoming like a mane and its bloody messy. even i have problems taming it, so yeah. u'll see sheryl with tied hair. cux i'm sick of short hair! HAHA!

2 weeks countdown!

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2008-01-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

the 200th post. i'm not going to talk abt school or anything. just that maybe this blog will rot abit.

i just want you to know that, you're the best i can ever have. happy army boy-ing tomorrow and two weeks will be gone in a flash. meanwhile, we shall just busy with our own stuff k?

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2008-01-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

okay! more pictures!

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taken at marina square where we played hide and seek before mass dance (: haha. but i wasnt there yet when they took this. BOOO! haha.

at airport terminal 3 after we had our first and most expensive (yet) OG dinner. FISH AND CO! haha.

taken after sea regatta with chermain and eugene (my OGL). haha. he looked funny. (EUGENE DONT KILL ME)

taken on sky train (eugenia's fav) when travelling to terminal 3.

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2008-01-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

hmms. maybe some scars are just more difficult to heal than others. especially when similar scary things just repeatedly happen over a span of less than three years. you just cant seem to heal normally anymore. or maybe its just me.

everytime i thought, okay, maybe i'm totally okay about the matter by now. but then i realized that, no, i'm not. when sth similar happens, i'll just paralyse and freak out like some idiot. maybe i'm just weak lah.

i hate myself for acting like that. i'm sorry u have to see this side of me.

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2008-01-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

SEA REGATTA TODAY! tts vjc's sea sports carnival and it was WEEPEEE~! fun fun fun! haha. got super wet, super sandy and super dirty. but it was worth the fun. YAY! lectures begin tmr. BOO!!!

okok. i shall show u pictures of my new friend! haha.

me and chermain! haha. okok. more to come. i'm lazy to transfer again!

because your presence makes everything so easy. i like it that way. 3 more days to armyboy

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2008-01-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO! mass dance ytd was FUN(: haha. ran around like some mad person in the rain. haha. and got super high. but it was tiring. haha. worth it though.

went to watch BEAUTY WORLD today and YAY! haha. it was not bad. haha. there's a twist of local flavour to it and the songs were good (they were composed by dick lee). haha. there's a lot of local humour in there. yeah.

okok. gtg soon. kinda tired. oh man. TOODLES!

4moredaystoarmyboy.

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2008-01-05T12:08:00.000+08:00

APOLOGIES for letting this blog rot a little. been busy with orientation. by the time i reach home, i just bathe, dry my hair, collapse on the bed and snooze like a pig. haha.

VJC has been fun. yeah, they have so much energy, u'll start to wonder where all those energy came from. its like even after a day of playing, they can still cheer as if they've just woken up. the school's lively and the environment is quite good.

seen my class and i kinda miss 402. probably its cux we dont really know each other yet so it still feels kinda cold. yeap. i saw chan ytd when i went suntec for OGD (orientation group dinner). yeah. missed him so much. haha. i miss 402 arghs. oh well.

anyway, i have mass dance today at suntec.YAY! its gona be fun(:

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2008-01-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

okok. i need to put a notice for myself here cux my mental notes are getting useless.

SHERYL OWES SOONKIANG ONE BEN AND JERRY!
to sook: see how u rub it in and make me more guilty. HAH!

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2008-01-01T21:10:00.001+08:00

i'm back from 402 chalet, and it rocked. had so much fun, till i'm like half -sick,half-dead now. especially at wild wild wet, we played so wild.

i'm going to miss 402, alot alot. so here's a little tribute to the people in class who are close to me, physically, mentally, emotionally.

soonkiang:
thank you for calling the shots and running the show when u know i just cant do it anymore. there are times when i felt like the sky was falling, and at those times, you seemed to be holding it high up for me. i told you before, u were like the backstage crew, while i was the front stage crew. sometimes it seems as though you've done nothing, but actually, you've done everything. thanks for being my pillar of support in class through all these times. and for being my closest friend in class. i feel really lucky that u are here all these times, so cheers to soonkiang for being the best (:

chan:
i will forever remember the pressed flowers u give me and the whole load of crap you bombard me with everyday we were in class. i will never forget the effort you put in to make me smile every single time i'm down. you said i feel like ur mummy cux i keep nagging at you. now i'm telling you, you feel like my daddy cux u are older than me!! HAHAHA(: you rock channie.

huishan, yilu, ziyun:
BABY!! haha. for zi-paiing with me everytime we catch hold of a camera and for just supporting all the events i tried to hold, THANK YOU! i really dont know what to do without all your support. sometimes when the going seems tough, all your generous support makes the going alot alot easier. and thanks for being such a strong competition, it motivated me to study alot harder than i actually would. haha. i scared diu-lian. HAHAHA.

lia:
my darling. you know, you have a glow around you that will make people smile. i really enjoyed the times u sat beside me, listening to me crap, to me talk about my problems, and the times where we shared our secrets and whatnots. i really really really enjoyed sitting beside you, because u always make by black days a little brighter than it should be. i will never never forget the times we gossiped about "uncle" (who is chan), vidya and all. and i also will never forget the methods u taught me on how to avoid crapping too much with chan when he goes overboad (a little). haha. you know darling, minpikanakuya. ( i think i spelt wrongly again!) anyway, it meant dream of me tonight hor! haha.

vidya:
VIDYA VIDYA PAPAYA! haha. i dont think u know i made this up during chalet. haha. your crappy jokes and laid back nature will never leave my mind, cux just by looking at you, sometimes it just feels that life is actually not that difficult. the times when u and sook act as patrick and spongebob will always be etched in my mind. i will miss all your crap, because they always make me laugh till my stomach aches. haha.

NANANANANA (regina):
NANA! oh man. thanks for... BIMBOING WITH ME IN CLASS! and for telling me how certain people feel about certain things that have happened. the feedback you gave me helped me to try to change things and make people feel more like they are part of the class. for your endless energy and fashion advice, i will never forget you. and you are not fat (: haha. i wont forget the times u complained about how fat u are after every holiday and pe lessons. thanks for being such a good friend.

and to the rest:
i had the time of my life. i know there are things that i could not perfect in class. i tried to make the class a whole, but i still saw cracks. i'm sorry i could not perfect those cracks, and so if at any time u feel that u are not part of the class. i apologise. i hope you had a fun time in class like i did. especially with mr ang. i wont forget the times we threw a rubber lizard at his butt, or the times his hair stood up and refused to go down. you've been a great sport, and i love all of you. i will miss you guys. really.

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2007-12-29T21:36:00.001+08:00

ENDYEAR REFLECTION (taken from huimin, my baobei-r. )

1) Was 2007 a good year for you?
a mugging year, but no complains (:

2) What was your favourite moment of the year?
i guess mainly was simply being with my class, and finding solace within myself.

3) What was your least favourite moment of the year?
i cant remember! haha. that's good. (:

4) Where were you when 2007 began?
haha. COUNTDOWN! at marina bay.

5) Who were you with?
soonkiang, mason, huishan, sousata, shiling

6) Where will you be when 2007 ends?
COUNTDOWN! With 402 (:

7) Who will you be with when 2007 ends?
402 402 402!

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2007?
erms. I don’t really have resolutions. But if there was any, I guess it was to stay happy and to put the past behind. And I think I’ve done that (:

9) Do you have a new year's resolution for 2008?
okay I shall get one. Hmmmms. To stay happy and keep those close to heart forever close to heart!

10) Did you fall in love in 2007?
heees (:

11) If yes, do they know?

Hmmms. Do you?

13) Are you still in love with them?

There’s a reason why I did.

14) Do you regret it?

Nahs. Thank goodness for your existence.

15) Did you break-up with anyone in 2007?

]haha. Nahs. Perhaps a clean break, but I think it’s the best decision I’ve made in all my life and I’m proud of myself! (:

16) Did you make any new friends in 2007?

Yeah!

17) Who are your favourite new friends?

No one. Takes awhile to be favourites!

18) What was your favorite month of 2007?

AUGUST! SEPTEMBER! Maybe January.

19) Did you travel outside of your country in 2007?

Yeah. Haha. To hongkong during mid year then yunnan at year end.

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2007?

Too many to count? Yeah (:

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2007?

Nahs. People close to you are to be kept close to heart.

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?

Yeap. I still do!!

23) What was your favourite movie that you saw in 2007?

ENCHANTED! (: haha. Erms. Transformers was good, and I want to end it with “I Am Legend”.

24) What was your favourite song from 2007?

I like oldies. Haha. Bet this question doesn’t apply to me. But I like tanya’s new cd (:

26) How many concerts did you see in 2007?

PLENTY! (:

27) Did you have a favourite concert in 2007?

I don’t think you count phantom of the opera a concert. But oh well, PHANTOM!

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2007?

A little, very very little.

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2007?

One, my sister! Everyday also like that. Haha.

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?

I choose not to remember (:

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2007?

That someone quit smoking when he didn’t. hmmm, wonder who.

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2007?

If I did, that would to have high expectations on people. It’s a tendency I have, so I’m sorry if u feel pressurized by me.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2007?

Haha. Badly, probably but in a fun way. Haha. Like the typical teasing sort. So not really badly I guess (:

36) How much money did you spend in 2007?

I choose not to remember X:

37) What was your proudest moment of 2007?

When my brownies tried to meet our demands during brownie camp. As much as they were still far from the standard, we are proud of them trying. (: and when vidya got the prom king title, I couldn’t help it but smile. Haha. Also when 402’s pictures were screened during prom night. So proud of us growing up together!

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2007?

Erms. Haha. Too many to note! Haha. Cant help it if u act like a retard for most times.

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2007 and change something, what would it be?

Pointless question. Yeah. Cux it will never happen. I never want it to happen anyway.

40) What are your plans for 2008?

To make people around me and myself proud of me (:

Overall:

Fruitful year! Yeah, probably the muggiest year ever yet, but I know I grow up a super lot. And I learnt a lot from all those around me. I think I made my wisest choice I’ve made in my life this year and matured a lot. I’m probably childish in my own little ways, but it’s a little part of me I would like to keep. Yeah. I’m glad that I’ve turned out like that. I really am.

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2007-12-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

okay. the vjc ogl (orientation group leader) rang me up today to tell me alot of stuff. haha. i'm in occiturn in osiris. yeah. heard yingying is in the same group as me, yeap yeap. oh well.

i talked to my tuition teacher today and she was damn funny. even my mum laughed at what she told me. but oh well, i know she has her reasons for saying what she did, even if it sounded a little ridiculous. yeah.

school is starting and i'm full of emotions. anticipation, anxiety, excitement and a little bit of uncertainty. but its mainly full of positive emotions. yeah. i dont really know what to say. oh well.

VJC HERE I COME. (ps: i'm praying hard that i can say the same thing after i get back my Os results)

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2007-12-27T10:35:00.000+08:00

hello. i watched national treasure 2 yesterday. the movie was nice, but you could see repeats from the first movie. (eg: the way the place was light up). perhaps the replication was so strong to me because i just watched national treasure 1 a week or so ago. but oh well, it was nice. in fact, i thought it was better than the 1st movie, effects-wise.

anyway, was out ytd (again!). haha. and i had fun. and i ate super lot. haha.

oh oh. yap's coming back today (if i rmb correctly). haha. that means that WE CAN WATCH I AM LEGEND TOGETHER SOON(: YAY!

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2007-12-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

its disappointing to hear all those lies coming from you. its tiring, you know, to just hear you throw me all those lies, half truths and whatnots, and having to figure out which is which. its sad to realize that after all these times, you still lie to me.

i heard so many stories about you and all your stupid acts. yet, i stupidly believed in you because u said tt i could trust u, after all these while.fine, trust misplaced. u have no idea how terrible it feels to hear you lie again and again about things i'm most concerned about. what am i to you? nothing. its terrible to see you destroy yourself like that, you know. no you dont, because u dont read this blog anymore.

now i know why u lost yourself, and why i lost you.

disappointing.

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2007-12-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

STEAMBOAT TODAY (: with some of the 2lackEr5 and it was damn fun. haha. it was a pity that some ppl cldnt make it. but oh well. the guys were full of rubbish, making the whole dinner enjoyable. haha. we talked so much, we dinnered for like some two and a half hours. haha. i guess 2lackEr5 are just 2lackEr5, full of crap. haha. esp chuangguang, qinghao, jinkang and mason. they were talking so much rubbish, i laughed till my stomach ache. shangwei was still as gay as ever. haha.

fun fun day today. and i finally finally finally bought my shoe from schu! YAY! after so long, its lucky that i finally found it in the orchard branch (: YAY!

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2007-12-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

okay. my xmas party just ended and it was kinda boring. cux my darling cousin was not feeling well. ooh poor thing! so we just spent the time lying on the bed and talking abt jokes in our schools. haha.

and the kids are all hogging onto the computer. it took close to a miracle to use the computer. haha. oh well. kids nowadays... their toys and ours are like.. so different. i remember playing w barbie and dolls, while now they are playing with gameboys and computers. times have change. suddenly i feel like i have a generation gap with them, even if its only a few years.

oh ya.i'm supposed to ask mh if he wants to steamboat w us at marina south on 25th dec. with all the 2lackEr5 (: PLEASE TELL ME MINGHAO! we are meeting there at 5:30pm.

just so you know,when the going gets tough, you can lean on me. i'm here (:

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2007-12-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

okay. i went to old folks home ytd to perform for them. and oh man. u just feel so lucky after seeing them. i'm serious. from the way they welcome you, you can sense their loneliness. and they are so easy to satisfy, just a little biscuit would make them smile from ear to ear. you dont see that anymore, other than on little kids' faces (refering to those of ages five and below). people nowadays are just so difficult to satisfy.

as much as it was tiring, i felt very happy actually. to bring happiness to them, you are actually bringing happiness to yourself. a smile on their faces would bring a smile to yours.

i found out that jmi bluff me. BAD JMI! haha.

and i realised, that i'm still in love with 2lackEr5 (:

its a pity i didnt see minghao there yesterday. probably he was hiding in the room crying. HAHA! okay kidding. old man, forgive a young girl. (:

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2007-12-21T21:38:00.001+08:00

hello! was out w gee today and she was late! haha. it doesnt matter lah. we gossiped and gossiped and gossiped and gossiped. man, we are damned. haha. but it was fun. haven't talked to her like that for a long long time. so yeah. we ate and ate and ate and walked past shops without getting into them. LAME! most importantly, we B&J-ed TODAY! (: haha. i remembered why i fell in love with B&J once again!

anyway, me and gee tried jay walking big roads today. it was bloody scary i tell u. haha. we ran and screamed and ran and screamed. haha. FUN! and we went into marina mandrain looking like 2 idiots, just to find starbucks inside. haha. kinda dumb. tts when we realised that marina mandrain has 2 stories of stones! OMG! haha.

had fun with gee today. YAY YAY YAY! hope we can go out like that more often.

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2007-12-18T21:49:00.001+08:00

i'm going to do a good deed now.

to those who are interested in buying cabletv or maxonline, please call NELSON QUEK. if not, refer to me and i'll refer you to him. he's working for starhub now, you see (:

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2007-12-18T12:01:00.000+08:00

hello. i learnt a few lessons yesterday.

1. cooking is not difficult, just tedious.
2. the microwave oven burns your pastries more often than not.
3. some guys can cook better than i can. (wth!)

okay. a fun filled yesterday. YAY! haha. oh ya. i'm finally B&J-ing with gee. FINALLY! B&J, HERE I COME! (:

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2007-12-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

NEW SKIN! its black and its so not me. but who cares. I LOVE THIS PICTURE. the original picture is from shankpony at deviantart. so HURRAY to SHANKPONY for this super nice picture.

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2007-12-12T10:13:00.000+08:00

hello!! its been a LONG TIME (i think) since i last blogged. so i shall help revive this blog a little.

havent been doing much, other than going to town and erms. becoming a maid at home cux my maid has gone home for a holiday. OH MAN! housework is tiring i tell u. today, i'm stuck at home and i have to clean up my wardrobe. mum's complaining tt its like a rubbish dump. HAHAHA! oh well.

oh oh. andrew said sth really dumb ytd. thought i shld share it here. he said he wanted to go borrow $100 bucks from loan sharks. HAHAHA! tt idiot. he's kidding of course, but ah.. damn funny.

okay. nth much to talk abt. feel like such a bum nowadays. YAWNNNNN. okay okay. off to clearing the rubbish dump. haha. (:

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2007-12-07T09:35:00.000+08:00

如果把你的生命看做是一座桥，那我一定是你桥上的一块木板---一个快要被跨过的木板。

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2007-12-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

WELCOME ME HOME PEOPLE! (:

i'm finally back yesterday night! yeah. miss singapore so much, the foooooood. OH MAN! haha. anyway. the trip was fun but tiring. i think i told almost everyone that. haha. i intend to write in detail abt my trip LATER. HAHA. when i'm more free bah. i have to go give away strawberries! or they'll rot ): haha.

ok ok. i go 1st. feel a little too retarded to continue blogging. BYE!(:

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2007-11-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

hello. i'm blogging from china now. and its so cold here, u'll feel like an ice popsicle. haha. i'm just testing out my blogger from here. a rather retarded thing to do (:

i think i lost my brain after my Os. haha. kidding

okay. it feels funny to type with ice cold fingers so i'm ending my post here. MISS ME PEOPLE(:

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2007-11-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

i feel like an idiot.

i wanted to log into my friendster but i forgot my password. so i decided to log into my previous email to get my password. but i forgot the password for my previous email add too. bleahs. so i've decided to give up on friendster and put my hopes in facebook.

haha. okay whatever. i'm flying off tmr morning! oh man. for 3 days in a row i'm going to the airport to send ppl off (+ go overseas). haha. oh well. dont miss me~ (: i know you wont, but at least say u will! haha. okay, tt was so uncalled for.

anyway,i have nth much to say now other than i really feel like an idiot. haha.

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2007-11-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

hello people. its been awhile since i blogged isnt it?

okay. i watched enchanted like for 2 days in a row cux i think it was really nice. hees. sorry but i just realized that i'm still a child at heart. haha. sometimes i really laugh at myself for being so childish. haha. but it doesnt matter i guess. its nice (: so yeah.

hmms. my "little bro" is off to malaysia! YAWN! kinda boring without him around. haha. oh well. i'm going to spend everyday rotting if i dont spend everyday going out or sth. oh man. so i'm desperately trying to fit someone into my every day. haha. its really a holiday i guess.

was thinking of signing up for a speaking course at the british council but GOSH. its about $100/lesson. how expensive! arghs. even the course at the radio academy is priced about the same. but its more about being a DJ and not so much focus on public speaking.

oh well. shant bore u w all my speaking stuff. better get stuff to do. was thinking of getting a job. but i dont think anyone will want to hire me cux i can only work for 3weeks the most (after i'm back from my holiday). oh well.

ahhh. okay. less crap. the end.

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2007-11-14T08:49:00.000+08:00

was looking through my photos today when i realized that i forgot to post some of the funny pictures in class (: i think you've seen some before but its okay!

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2007-11-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

今天，我终于考完了。在我刚考完的那一刻，心里非常矛盾。心中有一丝丝的快乐，也存在着一千一万个不舍得。考完了物理代表了O 水准会考结束了，但也代表了我这四年在新民中学的学习生涯也就结束了。四年的喜悦，四年的眼泪，四年的血汗，都在考完无理的那一刻结束了。真是依依不舍。

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2007-11-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

the Os are ending. and i'm not really happy with myself. not that i feel that i'll do badly whatsoever. its more like i dont like the way i'm acting towards all the papers. i think i need to grow up a little and stop having heart seizures whenever i found out i've lost 1 mark. as much as i know i'm acting like this because of all the pressures from 360 degrees all around, i dont like it. so i've decided. i shall learn to let things go from the next exam onwards. jiayou sheryl!

thanks for understanding. if not, it'd have been so difficult. and thanks for making everything a whole lot easier.

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2007-10-21T20:01:00.000+08:00

明天就要去打仗了！这场仗我一定会打赢的，也一定会打到漂漂亮亮的！

加油！10A1 我来了！

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2007-10-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

its 10 more days to our big Os. and i'm getting worried. because i'm not worried at all. wth.

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2007-10-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

okay. i believe this is one of my most fruitful years in xinmin. i have a message for my darling 402.

dear 402,

thanks for your present on the last day of school. your messages are damn sweet and i almost cried. but i didnt. thank goodness! okay. to more serious business.

thank you for growing up with me all these time. i remember the 1st time when i was voted for chairman, i was really happy. so thanks for placing ur trust in me and voted for me to be chairman. so yes, i rmb when i 1st held onto power, i really didnt know what to do with it. so here, i want to thank yy for teaching me on the rules of being a leader. i will never forget what u told me that day in the corridor when i was crying. thanks yy! so yes, throughout the year i think i grew up with you all. through the laughter, the tears, we've all grown up. (other than sengkeat, still so childish ah. UNCLE LEE!)

i want to thank you all for the times we worked hard together to top the level in chem, and this time during the prelims for topping at least 4 subjects. we all know being in 402 itself is no fun. full of pressure from teachers and whoever else. but thanks for making my days in class so enjoyable. all the random crap and the bullying, i'll never forget those moments. (eg: throwing the spider at mr ang!)

i hope u will never forget ur time at 402 too, because this class is special to me. its one of the only classes i consider mine! BUAHAHA. now, as your mummy, i shall start nagging. work hard and dont slack anymore okay! hear that!

WE SHALL WORK HARD TOGETHER AND FILL UP THE WHOLE STAGE NEXT YEAR! i believe in you all, WE CAN DO IT(:

lastly, i love you 402, because u've given me the time of my life.

below are some pictures (in the form of slideshows) taken on the last week of school. remember these times okay?

4 DAYS TILL SCHOOL ENDS!

2 AND 3 DAYS TILL SCHOOL ENDS!

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

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2007-10-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

today is tuesday. another 3 days till friday, the last day of school. oh man. i'm so going to miss my class. whenever i stop laughing with my people nowadays, i'd start thinking about the life without those crappers who can make me laugh till i cry. and i'll emo.

i asked vidya today if he will miss sitting beside soonkiang and he said i made him want to cry. i'm sorry vidya. but i think i'll miss all of you behind me. after all these while...

chan asked lia if she had 1 wish, what wld it be. and all she replied was, "i want to go back to the start of this year and go through it all over again." i wanted to cry after i heard that. i still do. lia and i were talking about what we've been through together this year and how lucky we were sitting beside each other, and it made me really want to resit the year beside her again. oh man. i'll miss you so much aurelia.

okay. my class's crappers made a video after prelims. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nYiAt3S9D4
go watch it. though pixellated, but i think its good.

i shall stop emo-ing. because i know i will emo even worse on friday. so going to miss my children, 402. i'm so going to miss all of you.

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2007-09-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL CELEBRATIONS TODAY(:

and we went PHOTO WHORING! (: yay! its been a long time since i last started to snap pictures of children and stuff, and i realized how much i actually missed photo-taking. oh well. shall do it more often next time. but anyway, i took a few satisfactory pictures today and it made my day! no no, the kids in the pictures make my day. okay. put up some of the better pics.

TERESA! (so sorry ur pic is here!) i love the colour in this photo. strong contrast between red, white and dark green which looked like black. nothing fantastic about this pic other than the strong colour contrast that gives this picture a little more depth. (:

OH! haha. a picture of me and linxi (i think its spelt like that), who is mrs lim's daughter. she is SO CUTE LAH! and i had the honour of taking a pic with her(: she was on my lap when we took this. haha. i still think she's cute(:

my personal favourite of the day. i like the the way the lantern and her hand frame her eyes and the perfect look of innocence in her eyes that gives the tint of pink in the picture an air of feminism. yeah.

the joker. YAO YI! mrs lim's son. he is so funny. he didnt allow us to take his picture and kept talking crap! haha. so we took pictures of him when he talks crap. (:

i think he was saying sth like "you cant take a pic of me!" when i shot this. so right after i took this picture, i kept laughing non-stop and mrs lim stared at me! haha (:

2 cuties! mdm liew's son and daughter! they were like allowing us to do a photo shoot. haha. mr chia came and commented that they had a fan club!

a close up on mdm liew's little girl who is sooooo cute. i like the look in her eyes. this is the only slightly clearer picture i have on her. i have no idea why my hands were so shaky when i took pics of her!

oh. this picture is rather cool. click on it to enlarge and u'll see a picture of what jmi took in the camera's screen. its like a picture in a picture. haha.

okay. so yes. had fun tonight. but its tiring too. so i'm off to snooze (:
I HAD FUN!!

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2007-09-18T19:07:00.001+08:00

hormones are such... irritating things i swear. bleahs. ok ok. today wasnt such a good day. but oh well. it got over all right i guess.

nothing much to talk about really. but before i go, i want to wish one of my my best girls..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (to gee (: )

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2007-09-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

OH NO!!! i just realized that people are mugging and i'm still... slacking. CRAP! now i'm soaked in guilt. oh well. i can only study tmr cant i? sigh.

MUG SHERYL MUG!

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2007-09-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

my pracs are like craps. you see. even the spellings are similar. BLEAHS. ah. cant be bothered anymore. shall just enjoy these 2 days before i start kicking buckets and burying myself in toilet bowls or sth. haha. okay. kidding. but man, i really will be disappointed if i dont do well this time round. i really tried, esp for amath which i've flunked, and other than phy which i cant be bothered to study. (oops! sorry mr chan!)

anyway. oh yes. i've finally finished watching my chinese drama serial. YAY!!! i can finally escape the clutches of the drama serial and study. haha. sorry lah, but its nice X: even my parents are addicted okay! haha.

think i'm kinda kuku recently. yes yes. was reading "Tuesdays With Morrie" and i thought that it kinda tuned my heart back to love, as in the love for the world that kinda love. okay i admit. ever since a year plus ago, when i was hurt, i was afraid to love. because it seems like to give it to accept hurt in return. but this has changed (thank goodness).

okay. shall cut short the crap. toodles(:

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2007-09-11T18:04:00.000+08:00

okay. i'm starting to study again! so proud of myself(:

study hard sheryl. and u can have all the fun in the world at the end of everything!

你说九九，真的会久久吗？只愿吧！

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2007-09-06T08:35:00.000+08:00

yes yes people. NEW SKIN. changed skin cux the previous one was kinda small and it was getting BORING. haha. plus, inspiration came when i saw this kid day dreaming, which was so adorable! so yes, NEW SKIN(:

okay. nothing much to say other than i havent been studying. but oh well. haha. study when school reopens. and prays hard that i've done okay for my prelims.

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2007-09-04T11:10:00.000+08:00

okay okay. so i'm back again!

was out to watch 2 movies yesterday. thought i may like doze off halfway through the 2nd movie, but no, i didnt! yay. it just shows that i've got good stamina. haha. okay. watched hair spray and secret yesterday. was rather funny when i watched hair spray. shan and luong kept freaking over zac effron, who i admit is cute, but they were like.. "so cute!!! AHHH!!" haha. i spent a lot of time trying to get them to chill, which was rather fun. haha.

yes, then shan went around telling ppl that she's mrs. effron. haha. then she told jaryl.
shan: i'm mrs effron.
jar: huh? f what?
haha. okay. that was so funny. he took awhile to digest everything. yes. haha.

then online yesterday, we all had new names, cux shan says that andrew likes ppl whose names end with RA, or A. so we all "changed name". haha. jaryl becames JARA, i became SHERA, shan became SHANA (i think), andrew became ANDRA, soonkiang became SOOK CHANG. i dont know why sook chang too. i was thinking, sooka is easier. haha.

HOLIDAYS and i think i'm just rotting away. feels weird to not be studying. X: khee says he's mugging. wth. haha. oh well. i'll start studying after wednesday. till then, i shall just ROT (:

and yes, it was good to have that settled. till then (:

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2007-09-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

okay. came back from 天冷就回来, the chinese musical made of songs written by 梁文福. goodness, it was TERRIBLY WONDERFUL! (: its touching and funny, and, it was just.... WOW. 梁文福 was there too. i saw him there! haha.

anyway.i'm so in love with 新摇 now.

也许我是你的也许。 (a line from one of the songs of the musical. hope i remembered it correctly!)

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2007-08-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

okay. HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!

haha. it was so funny. when we gave all our teacher's their present, they all asked the same question. "when did you find time to do this? dont you have to study for your prelims?" HAHAHA. ah teachers, no worries. we did them AFTER we studied for our prelims!

yes yes. anyway, i thought that ms annie tan and mr rodrigues were the most touched. they looked like they were going to cry! haha. ms tan, must do our SBQ okay(: refer to the LORMS! we gave mr ang a math set, with a compass and protractor labelled so he'll nv forget which is which anymore! gave mdm tian a hanger with all our pictures so she can hang our faces in the cabinet, we are the future cabinet ministers after all, arent we? HAHAHA. gave mr wong a miniature landscape or urban and rural areas. gave mr rod a BIG CARD that says mighty mike! haha. and the photo frame. yes, then we gave mr lim KEY CONCEPT WORKSHEET!!!! mr chan received an air ticket to chernobyl and 3 radioactive stones and 1 radioactive doll. haha.

yes yes. so it was fun doing their presents. those mad people were over at my place yesterday to do the stuff.so yes, to all the darlings who came over, THANKS!

yes yes. pictures!

shan and i in hall (:

yilu and shan in hall

lia and mydzung in hall!

soonkiang, chan andrew acting like fools!

huishan, me, ziyun, lia in hall! YAY!

PRESENT PRESENTATION to mr rodrigues! haha. sounds funny.

the guys under the hot sun!

the girls under the umbrella! haha.

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2007-08-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

okay. the week 1 madness is OVER.and sad to say, i think i've flunked 2 papers. BAH.

okay. this just means that i will have to work harder on my language papers and my emath and probably my ss. okay. today shall be the non-study day. i think i'm too tired to study anyway.

yes, and i'm so much in love with corrinne may. pulled me through the times when i wanted to just crumble under stress. (: SUPPORT LOCAL SINGERS! though she is based in LA, she's still a singaporean.

oh well. okay. i think i miss class. suddenly receive full blast of crap by vidya and chan. felt nostalgic. okay, maybe nostalgia wasnt the feeling, but something similar.was talking to huishan abt leaving school. we have like 50days before the bio prac of Os, after the prelims. meaning, only abt 1 month left with my darling 402... NO!! ): i'll miss all the rubbish they give me everyday. sure, being in my class is a hell load of stress, but they are a hell load of fun and love too. oh man.

okok. stop being emo. i'm going to do well next week.

JIAYOU SHERYL(:

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2007-08-17T21:43:00.001+08:00

hey,you know what. i think i'm beginning to lose you again. what's more. i think, i dont know you anymore. it scares me, really. is our friendship really that weak? my little brother.

okay. i heard that about 10ppl from my class didnt go to school today. and i'm one of them X: oh well. i ended up ill with some stupid cramps and gastric which took up 7 hours of my day. AH CRAPPY.

anyway, wouldnt have been online of not for the collage again. so yes. i'm off to do collage. and prays hard that my stomach would behave itself from now on.

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2007-08-09T09:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!! (:

okay people. so before i start squealing about what happened yesterday. i'd like to wish a number of people happy birthday. really a lot of people!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE!
1st aug- ME! and SYKEATH.
2nd aug- DANIEL (twin!) and HUIMIN(baobei-r)
5th aug- VIDYA(crapper!)
7th aug- NANANANANANA (regina)
8th aug- YIYONG!
9th aug- SINGAPORE (if u can consider it a person)

okay. done with the wishing. apparently soonkiang commented that there are so many babies in august because 9 months back it was november. hmmm. get it? more time for... *ahems*

now the celebrations. haha. it was so high during the hall performance! the foreign visitors put up performances for us and it was damn cool! ahhh. then we had songs (as usual) and me, huishan and mydung got so high, we totally went ku-ku. i bet zien and mingting and gang were laughing at us lah. haha.

and oh my goodness, i love 402! THANK YOU CHILDREN for high-ing together. oh oh oh. very funny stuff happened in class.

1st
me: CHILDREN! please listen up.
402: yes mummy! (they are crazy lah! so yes, now i'm the mummy of the class)
2nd
me: are you ready?
402: AYE AYE CAPTAIN!
shiling: SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! (:
3rd
me: u know that place where they have the umbrellas (oh man, sensitive word)
402: A..A..A. ELLA. ELLA. ELLA (goodness, they've gone kuku)
me: ok, no no. wrong word to use. the place with the tents
402: T..T.. T.. (okay they were just being lame. too much crap from them)

but then again, they've made me very happy. yes, so i love you all 402(:

yes, and thanks chan for trying to treat us to bubble tea. haha. we were just kidding lah. and i hope my darlings scholars enjoyed their asean dance! (: ok ok. off to study bio again. AHHH. prelims are coming.

shall end off with a class photo. courtesy of pretty huishan.

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2007-08-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

if ever you're in my arms again, this time i'll love you much better.
if ever you're in my arms again, this time i'll love you forever, this time will never end.

emo song for an emo person. ah.

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2007-08-01T18:14:00.000+08:00

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
yes, happy birthday sheryl. you've finally joined the 16 club! yay!

first, a super big THANK YOU to all those who made this day very special. okay, shall begin to name names.

1. BANANA+ CAVEWOMAN+ GOLDFISH. (aka yapning, phoebe, jamie, teresa, denise, angie)
thanks my darlings! okay. you werent that good at hiding the surprise but guess what. you people still made me want to cry!! thanks for the handmade paper holder and the lovely choc cake. and thanks for spending the day with me by studying -.- haha. who cares lah. you all have made my day super special and unforgettable. love you all like crazy. (: big hugs and kisses to all of you.

2. NANA (aka regina)
AHHHH. thanks for the present. haha. now we have the same necklace!!! YAY!! stay pretty darling, cux your birthday is coming! (:

3. SHAN (aka huishan)
PREEETY! haha. thanks for the folded plastic straw roses, so pretty. just like us! haha. okay bhb already. anyway shan, thanks for all the zi-pai moments. you are one of the only ones who are ever ready to zi-pai with me. haha. (: love you a lot pretty. and guess what, i've finally joined the 16th club!!! YAY!!!

4. LUONG
AHHHH. i've never dreamt that you'd make me a present. and its SOOO nice!!! thank you so much, its really appreciated. maybe you'll think that it didnt come out as it shld. but you know what, i really love it alot. thanks luong. (: you made me happy today!

5. BAOBEI-R! (aka huimin)
BAOBEI-R!!!! today is MY DAY! tml is MINE TOOO!!! haha. happy birthday in advance babe (: thanks for the card! love you loads (hope that yx wont kill me (: )

6. BIG DAN (aka danny)
oh man. okay my angel that lives 4 floors up, thanks for insisting that my birthday is going to be special. i mean, seriously this week was awful and emo, but i think you've made it easier to get by. anyway, thanks for part (i), (ii) and (iii) of my birthday. thought part (iii) was the failed attempt, still i appreciated it. yups, i may not get to eat the 2 hours worth of hard work but i can feel the effort (: THANKS! and for the audio card too. haha. its just too bad i dont have a cassette player, but thanks. my 1st! (: you've really been an angel.

7. TUDI
okay, you may not have given me anything but ya. thanks, for staying by me this awful week. i'm sorry i cant cheer u up today, i really didnt know how. but i hope u are feeling better now. thanks. and thanks for assuring me that my bday will turn out all okay. (: maybe u think that u have not done anything, but u've actually done everything. and for all that, thanks a million my little tudi. (:

8. EVERYONE WHO WISHED AND SANG
yes, to all of you out there who wished me happy birthday. THANKS!

okay. after this long list of thank-yous, most most importantly i'd love to thank 2 people who gave me the most special gift in my life.

TO MUMMY AND DADDY:
i'm sorry that i've been in an awfully bad mood since sunday. i wish i was less moody but i cldnt be. i'm sorry i made u all stress up because of me, esp mummy. now i want to tell u all that i love you all a lot a lot. i may not say this enough, but i want u all to know that i do. thanks for putting up with my mood since sunday and not probbing me to tell you all what's going on within me. its just stress i think. thanks for loving me, because i think you are the best parents in the world. i love you two.

okay. lastly. happy birthday sheryl (:

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2007-07-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

okay. its just getting so weird. i'm no longer excited abt my birthday ): guess it must be the stress. oh man, i kinda wish i was excited abt my bday. its fun just being excited, but all these excitement is going.esp after i realized tt some ppl who mean the world to me also forgot abt the day. but oh well. its okay. i intend to spend the day doing stuff i love, and stuff i hate (because they are a must). then i dont know, sleep i guess. sth i owe myself quite abit. AIYA. who cares. shld just think abt it when it comes. till then, lalala. life goes on doesnt it?

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2007-07-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

okay. its been a loooong time! yes, i'm FINALLY BACK BABY! haha.

hey, thanks for coming back. i dont know if u'll read this cux i dont see you online much (cux i dont go online much), but ya, if u are, just so you know, i've missed having you around. so yes, thanks for coming back.

anyway, have so much to think abt recently. how i wish i cld just stick myself to mugging, but my stupid mind would have to wonder around like some stranger in my head. AHHHHH. study girl study.

okay. shant type so much. i know you all miss me (:

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2007-07-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

okay. one of the rare-er occasions when i come online. haha. been days since i last touched my comp.

yes, studying again. crap. i find my life so dull. i want to break out of this cycle. but guess what, I CANT. oh wth. oh well. just another 4 months and i'm free.. right?

NO WRONG! its another 4 months before you are free for 2 months plus and busy for the REST OF YOUR LIFE! OH MAN!!!!

okay ignore me. stress is working its way around my nervous system.

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2007-07-09T18:09:00.000+08:00

hello people. i think i'm going to go crazy one day, some day soon. haha. especially in class, just kept laughing and shouting at lia. BECAUSE SHE DID IT FIRST! hng! haha. okay that's childish. you see, i told you i'm abit crazy.

it was good talking to lia today again. something off my chest, at least i know that she'll be able to understand me better than anyone else i'd have told. yes, so thanks lia! haha. i cant stand it, we are always going through the same thing at the same time. that's a lot of comfort actually!

yes yes, so erms. oh ya. JARYL's birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIX-PACKED GIRL! haha. oops, now the whole world knows that you claim to be a six-pack girl. and yes, be honoured jar, we sang you your birthday song TWICE. twice okay.

and oh yes, i miss my darling cecilia. its been months since i talked to her, my bestest best friend. haha. she's about the only one who can make me listen to stuff i hate hearing, so far. poor girl has 8 tests this week, so JIAYOU! (:

anyway, we've been a ball of madness today. with all the power ranger crap and transformers, we are like... bonkas. who cares! lalala. okay, off to do my 7 graphs and REALLY turn crazy.

toodles people (:

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2007-07-08T17:08:00.000+08:00

i wish things didnt turn out this way. wish i was less attentive to little things that were left unsaid. wish i was able to remain as naiive as i once was. but you know what, i cant. its not that i ever hated you for all the things you've done. its not as if i was never able to forgive you, at any one time of our friendship. its just that, i just feel like this whole friendship thing is a one way affair. true enough, you've assured me that it isn't. but even if i try to convince myself again and again that its a two way friendship, i just find it more and more difficult to.

things really came to a realization when i found out why we talked so much less nowadays. its just seems like.. everything is pointing towards that direction that this friendship is a one-way affair. i thought i was able to forget it, thought i was able to live with it, thought i was okay with it. but it turns out that, i'm not.

no matter how much i try to close one eye, there's just this feeling bugging me again and again. i'm sorry. i wish i didnt even expect a single thing from you. but, its just that, you are one of the closest person to me. you still are one of the most treasured friends in my circle. but, it just hurts that it feels as if we're moving on this one way street.

i know u still care, i know you still watch over me like you promised. but.. i dont know. maybe its because i'm a front stage crew and you are a back stage crew, that's why we are not able to clear this hurdle. not just yet i guess.

or perhaps, its simply because we just fail to read each other's intentions all the times.

if u are reading this, just so you know, you still mean a lot to me. i'm sorry for not speaking to you for i need time to think things through. this friendship means a hell lot to me, and i'm not ready to let it go to waste.

and yes, by the way, its nice to see you smile that spastic smile again.

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2007-07-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!! (:

guess what i did today, about the same thing maybe half the people of my age are doing. STUDY! yes, the Os are coming. oh man. the tension is on. oh well.

i'm just praying hard that i dont burn myself out this week again.

yes, i was studying at the National Library Study Lounge on the 5th floor and boy, it was SO COMFY! condusive too. haha. they have vending machines there, which i thought was rather cool. but the funny thing was, the people who were there were mostly adults, young or old. oh well. anyway, it was nice there. (:

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2007-07-01T09:08:00.000+08:00

are you coming back?

okay. i was at Xinthesis- A Celebration of Arts and Culture yesterday. and oh my goodness, the performances were good!

the guzheng emsemble was up 1st.the following words came up to mind when i heard their music. strength. tension. tickles. grace. bass. support. power. figure out how the music was like yourself. haha.

next was chinese dance. i SWEAR they were worthy of their gold with honours. their dance was so.. emotional and beautiful. i almost cried while watching it. seriously. it was more like a reflection of life than dance. but then again, the dance was about life. so yes, they've done a wonderful job.

last was chinese opera. they were seriously entertaining. however, there were too many back stage pick up sounds that spoilt the whole thing.

yes, and the audiences in the circle where i was sitting in seriously have a lot of "auditoriums" for improvement. apparently, the word room doesnt apply for this case for its too small for the amount of space they have to work on to improve their behaviour in the Drama Centre.

firstly, they laughed at their own members at work.
secondly, they did not know how to keep their mouths shut when the performances are on!
thirdly, they did not clap after the performances.
forthly, they were rude to the workers of the Drama Centre. to think the lady had to even go to the extent of saying " this is not your school hall, you cant change seats as you wish". how disgraceful.
fifthly, they were shouting across the circle before the performance. wth! its a Drama Centre mind you.

wonder what's happening to our future generation. those ppl i was refering to were but a bunch of disappointment. oh man. how terrible.

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2007-06-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

maybe its because it was invaded by some unknown virus, its beginning to swell, and it hurts.-the heart.

this thrashy week is finally ending. well, i doubt it'll end with a bang, but at least with just something mundane so this week will not get worse. went shopping with gee today. thanks gee (: you really made me happy.

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2007-06-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

if i had built a house with you, the house was either built on quicksand or made of glass.

so far, this week is crap. pure crap. perhaps the only satisfying thing was the brochure we did for the XINTHESIS- a celebration of arts and culture brochure. by far, one of the things i've done that satisfied me the most.

and aurelia had been a wonderful bubble of laughter. she kept my emo thoughts away. thanks lia. you were just wonderful.

yes, and it just irks me when ppl start discriminating the scholars. like wth. arent they humans, just like us? maybe they need some getting used to, but i can swear with my heart that most of them have a far better character than us singaporeans. oh well. it just makes my blood boil to speak of such nonsense so i shall stop ranting here.

this week was crap, what else can i say?

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2007-06-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

i scared myself today.

i was at the bus stop.
watching cars go by.
when i suddenly had the urge to run towards the lights.
lights coming at full speed.
but i was too tired to even continue watching.
even less run towards them.
so i stayed and watched my opportunity pass by.
before my world came crashing down on me again.

how i wish i could share all these with you. but, i'm not sure now.

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2007-06-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

oh god. i bet you dont know how obedient i feel. haha. i've been mugging throughout this holiday! MADNESS! i feel stupid, bleahs. mugging mugging mugging. but no choice also. oh well. sigh. okay. here to destress abit.

studying doesnt mean that i have no life okay. HAHAHAHA! kidding (:

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2007-06-09T15:26:00.001+08:00

hello people. i'm going off to HONGKONG on the 10th June and will be back on the 15th June. yes, for if u miss me, TOO BAD!

haha.

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2007-05-29T17:12:00.001+08:00

CLASS OUTING!!
the 10km walk MacRitchie Reservoir day

NICE SCENERY!

GIRLS (most)

GUYS (most)

WEIRD NANA! (:

CLASS PHOTO (most)

CLASS PHOTO (most)

CLASS PHOTO! (most)

A BUNCH OF US.

ME AND YILU (:

CLASS PHOTO! (full)

THE "CRYING" GIRL (just look at the back of the shirt!)

CENSORED!!

HUISHAN AND ZIYUN

MAD JARYL

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2007-05-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

BROWNIE CAMP!!

KYRA AND REBECCA!

KAREN CLARISSA ME

BROWNIE JUDITH (:

SENIORS+ BROWNIES

SENIORS! (:

CAMPFIRE SKIT

FIRE!!!

BROWNIES(:

ALTHEA AND AUDREY

ME AND CLARISSA

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2007-05-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

oh well. i bet i'll nv hit your expectations.

never ever. never.